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Annaira0114

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About Annaira0114

  • Birthday February 1

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  • OCD Status
    Sufferer
  • Type of OCD
    Intrusive thoughts

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    Female

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  1. Thank you. Im sometimes so afraid that I will fail to contol my OCD
  2. I have OCD since I was 12 years old- harm OCD made my child life hell. I told my mother but she didnt understand and I was thinking that Im bad and evil person. So I stopped going out with my friends and I was all alone. Later I find about OCD and everything made sense. I can say Im better now, but still sometimes feel bad. I cant start therapy, because in my country it cant be free and I dont have money. Im trying so much to cope alone, but sometimes is so difficult. Im trying to go to university, to have degree, but I always feel angry at myself because of OCD I cant study some weeks.
  3. Do you think that people will be scared sometimes of your OCD? I have harm OCD and this sometimes worries me
  4. Why my mind always have to be obsessed about everything?Im so tired
  5. This is one of most stupid intusive thought Ive ever have.I know how ridiculous it look. Well me and one my friend have nicknames of persons from movies.But in one of our fotos she have the same shirt like person with my nickname.And this triggerd so much anxiety.Its so stupid and I feel so ashemed for letting OCD play like this with my mind.Am I so crazy Im so angry at myself Im sorry for bad english
  6. Thank you Annabel, but I feel so bad and gyilty.I cant see people that I love in the eyes.They trust me and I feel like Im betraying them
  7. I cant escape from these stupid OCD thoughts.Im so afraid that I will became bad person and I will hurt somebody. I know how impossible is this but I cant distract myself from it.An I cant study when I feel that way.
  8. After some months without OCD it plays with me again.Im so scared I may hurt somebody.This stupid thought drives me crazy.I feel terrible guilt,I know I dont have to but I cant stop this feeling
  9. Im so sorry you feel so bad I understand your feelings.I know this OCD thought looks real,but believe me it isnt. I hope you will feel better soon :original:
  10. I feel the same way.I thought I was the only one.I have this feeling even when Im better.Maybe because OCD was always with me and now I dont know how to live without it.I dont know how to move on
  11. Im sorry to hear you feel bad.I didnt sleep well this night too and I have terrible headache. Hope today wont be stressful and you can relax more.Stay strong.We are always here for you :original:
  12. You are right,other people really cant understand us.Of course Im trying to see their point of view.They never faced OCD and its hard to understand something that you have never experienced.
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