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sade

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  1. Thanks. I'll look for that book. It's comforting to know I'm not alone though I'd never wish this on anyone but you know what I mean.
  2. I've been on nearly every single SSRI there is but came off them in 2010. I've been dependent on alcohol for years. I used it as an escape from the thoughts and to help me sleep but am currently going through a professional home detox. I've been to see a couple of psychiatrists but they wouldn't see me whilst I was still drinking. Hopefully I can remain sober and get some help from them.
  3. I'm going through a very difficult time. I have intrusive thoughts of causing harm to loved ones. I try not to ruminate on them but it's very difficult. Does anyone else get these thoughts?
  4. I have lottery tickets from 6 months ago. I always check the results and have even used the lottery calculator to check if my numbers came up. The most I could have won in the past 6 months is £25. I've even checked unclaimed winning lottery tickets and I definitely haven't won. But my mind makes me think that one of those old tickets are winning tickets. Does anyone else get this?
  5. Does anyone get thoughts of wishing harm to loved ones?
  6. My OCD is really bad. I'm checking bins and wheelie bins continuously. I have a dreaded feeling I've lost or thrown away valuable items, documents, dr reports, money etc... Does anyone else get this?
  7. Is it just anxiety though? Because even when I'm not anxious, I still do it continiously day in day out almost 24/7. I can't work, it's really completely destroying me. And yes, I've been referred for cbt.
  8. I drink a lot of alcohol and I think it's making my ocd worse. I refuse to take SSRI's because they absolutely kill my libido. But I can't stop checking under the bed, matress, under the pillow, shaking my quilt, checking the bin because I keep thinking theres money there.
  9. Hi, I've been a pure o sufferer for many years. I'm a 32 year old male and was diagnosed at age 24. My thoughts used to be of a violent nature about the people I love. I was put on every SSRI on maximm doses until I came off them 3 years ago due to suffering sexual side effects. Anyways I was doing quite well until I met my new girlfriend. I don't get the harm thoughts anymore but I get really horrible, nasty, disgusting thoughts of calling her horrible names. I can't stand these thoughts. I wish I was born normal. They're ruining my life and I love her so much but keep these thoughts a secret. Will they ever go away? She means everything to me but these thoughts keep coming into my head and won't let me go.
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