A large part of my OCD is my tendencies to obsess about certain topic. While some of these topics are ok and people like talking about them with me (example: Japan/anime) but others make people uncomfortable and they no longer want to be around me. (example: sex and the science behind sex) Lately I've learned to keep my thoughts to myself and so people are more willing to talk to me; but I still feel really lonely and depressed because I feel like I'm suppressing a part of myself and that a part of me is unwanted. I know I can't constantly be talking about the world's largest penis but I wish there was a way to feel more comfortable with myself. Does anyone else feel this way?