One thing I'm constantly doing is researching OCD and other websites , probably looking for help . I think this is turning into a compulsion so I don't know what to do . It's helpful to know I'm not alone in this illness ?. I'm sure I know what I need to do to get well but I think I'm seeking reassurance . I also feel I'm obsessed with the OCD if that's makes sense , I can't think of anything else but having a OCD.x