daffodil99

Thank you so much for your reply I will try a book. Your help is much appreciated!

Please don’t commit suicide. You are loved xx

For ages I have really struggled with worrying about things but recently it’s got so bad that it’s really affecting me. It’s got worse as I have started working at a Nursing home. My biggest fear is giving someone an illness from picking something up from my taps or something as I have a brother who isn’t exactly clean if you know what I mean... I feel like I need to wash my hands every time I touch anything. I don’t care about my own health or making myself ill, it is only others. I also have a problem where I have to check I have turned everything off or touch something 4 times and sometimes even 16 (I think cause it’s 4 lots of 4). sorry to bother people I just really wanted to talk to someone xx