Struggling

[Guest Icicle]

Hey everyone,

Had some very sad news this week, my sister who was 12 weeks pregnant went for her scan to find the baby had no heartbeat . It's only been 9 months since she lost a baby at 18 weeks. I am utterly heartbroken for her. In amongst all the heartbreak my ocd is stirring up, I was crying at work and now keep going over it in my head, feeling like people think badly of me, and I can't let it go. I just want to hide forever. I don't know if I have the strength to get through this heartbreak again, I wish I could take all the pain away for my sister. Life is just so cruel at times

[Purplepiper7]

Hello Icicle, I'm sorry to hear about your family's devastating loss. That's already hard enough, without having OCD trying to interrupt. You're right, life can be cruel, but I try to remember that everything happens for a reason. That reason may not even have anything to do with us, but still, there's a reason. It helps me to feel better at times. (:group:).

Edited April 11, 2014 by Purplepiper7

[Guest Icicle]

Thank-you