Im a bad person again and again etc

[Ironborn]

Somehow i just dont seem able to shake off the idea that im a bad person, ive done some things in the past that i really regret, actually i did alot of things i regret. But most of the things i did which i regret happened before my ocd manifested itself, and so back in he days i could care less if i did something 'bad'. 

Right now im being pestered by somrthing stupid i did 4-5 yrs ago. When i had mh cat parked and tried getting of the parking lot i scratched another car, i panicked and drove away. 

Now i feel like i want to make things right, but its impossible to find back the car i accidentally scratched with my own car at that time, i knoelw it sucks when it happens to you because before it that happened my car had been hit without anyone leaving a note, atleast i think my car was hit since it suddenly haf damage on the rear bumper and im almost sure i never hit anything at the time. 

This subject came to my mind because people at work started talking about if they ever had any accidents or damaged anything. 

 

[PhilM]

Well all I can say is there isn't really anything you can do about this as it happened such a long time ago and the chances of you finding the car/driver seem remote so ruminating about it isn't going to help.

You've learnt something important though - being more considerate and if it happens again you'll leave a note I'm sure.

[PolarBear]

Let it go and get control of your ruminating. Your problem is you sit there and go over these situations in your head, again and again. Everyone else forgets about them.