stopthinking Posted August 30, 2017 Share Posted August 30, 2017 I'm not sure what to think rite now. My ocd centres around sexual intrusive thought. Iv struggled upon years with this and accepted that it's here to stay. This morning I was taking a touch screen test for a Hgv and whilst at the centre I noticed an attractive young ladie. Now I'm not sure if I intended to have a sexual thought because I knew she was at an age which I thought was acceptable but I learnt that she could not have been much older than maybe 17 or 18 because she looked young when I paid more attention. I feel horrible like a sick pervert now. I don't think it is acceptable. I'm a father of 3. I feel guilty and disgust. Also very fed up. Thanks. Link to comment
Unsurechap Posted August 30, 2017 Share Posted August 30, 2017 wow give yourself a break. you had a normal reaction to seeing someone, so what if she was 17 or 18 its an easy mistake to make..... they can easily look older at first glance. for example i sometimes cant tell the difference between someone who is 17 or 30....no need to be so hard on yourself Link to comment
stopthinking Posted August 30, 2017 Author Share Posted August 30, 2017 Unsurechap, thanks for your feedback. But I allowed myself to have the thought knowing she maybe of the age I suggested. I obviously thought it was OK because of being given in an adult environment. Head is mashed. Link to comment
PolarBear Posted August 31, 2017 Share Posted August 31, 2017 So how long are you going to beat yourself up over this truly minor thing? Link to comment
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