ashipinharbor Posted October 10, 2017 Share Posted October 10, 2017 So, it's been a while since I last posted, and I just wanted to say that I'm okay I'm actually doing really good, yeah. I haven't been on in a while, because I haven't had any issues I wanted to discuss. It's a good thing, really. I did get in touch with Mr. Penzel, however, he was unable to find anybody in my area. I have yet to see the other therapist, but I don't really feel like I need to, believe it or not. My intrusive thoughts are worrying me less. That said, I'll try and pop in every once in a while. Help others, maybe ask a few non-reassurance questions But, yeah! All the best, Ship Link to comment
lostinme Posted October 10, 2017 Share Posted October 10, 2017 All the best ship I’m really pleased for you Keep up the good work Link to comment
ashipinharbor Posted October 10, 2017 Author Share Posted October 10, 2017 24 minutes ago, lostinme said: All the best ship I’m really pleased for you Keep up the good work Thanks lost I love how positive you are! And I shall do my best Link to comment
lostinme Posted October 11, 2017 Share Posted October 11, 2017 That’s all we can do ship is our best, but keep trying and never give up hope Im just a determined person and I’m not one to give up, may be this is what helps keep me motivated ? I never give up the hope that one day I can break free from this and on my way hopefully share what I’ve learnt to help make things a little easier for all you guys. Take care of yourself and hope all goes well for you Best wishes, lost Link to comment
ashipinharbor Posted October 15, 2017 Author Share Posted October 15, 2017 On 10/11/2017 at 01:35, lostinme said: That’s all we can do ship is our best, but keep trying and never give up hope Im just a determined person and I’m not one to give up, may be this is what helps keep me motivated ? I never give up the hope that one day I can break free from this and on my way hopefully share what I’ve learnt to help make things a little easier for all you guys. Take care of yourself and hope all goes well for you Best wishes, lost Hey, Lost Hope and positivity is half the battle, I agree! We can't give up, because recovery/management is possible That said, knowledge also helps. You can't defeat the monster, if you don't know what it is. And sharing that knowledge can help so many others! Thank you for doing so! I will try and take care of myself, and let y'all know how it goes Take care, Ship Link to comment
ashipinharbor Posted October 16, 2017 Author Share Posted October 16, 2017 I need help. I need to get into therapy, or something. It's not the intrusive thoughts, really. It's everything else. I feel... tainted, unclean. Like I've bathed in filth that'll never wash off. I worry I'll turn into Howard Hughes. I really do. I just wish I had someone to talk to. I'm going to talk to that specialist. If I don't, if I ignore it. It'll just get worse. I regret trying to talk to my folks about my imtrusive thoughts. They won't believe me if I go to them with... whatever this is. See, I don't even know. I don't know what's wrong. Just that something is. Maybe, they'll see it getting worse, and they'll be convinced. I just need someone to believe me. Someone who can help. I'm trapped in my head, and I hate it. Link to comment
ashipinharbor Posted November 5, 2017 Author Share Posted November 5, 2017 (edited) I don't want to come here posting every thought, but in case anybody was concerned, I'm doing better. I'm not recovered, but I'm closer than I was yesterday. Because it gets better. It really does. Even if you're in the thick of it, you can get better. I was there, and I understand. But, if I can do it, so can you. Edited November 5, 2017 by ashipinharbor Link to comment
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