Skullpops Posted February 23, 2018 Share Posted February 23, 2018 Hi all! I feel odd, but in a good way. I was in the car with family earlier and it dawned on me that my mind was quiet. No ruminating, no what if's, first time in the 16 months since I relapsed. It feels wonderful! Considering I was in hospital and suicidal for a lot of that time, I can't quite believe what I'm saying. I can't believe it guys wtf! Link to comment
Headwreck Posted February 23, 2018 Share Posted February 23, 2018 That's great. Don't question it, just keep going! Link to comment
Skullpops Posted February 23, 2018 Author Share Posted February 23, 2018 8 minutes ago, Headwreck said: That's great. Don't question it, just keep going! I can't quite believe it. Link to comment
Headwreck Posted February 23, 2018 Share Posted February 23, 2018 It's deserved. Glad you're feeling good x Link to comment
Skullpops Posted February 23, 2018 Author Share Posted February 23, 2018 6 minutes ago, Headwreck said: It's deserved. Glad you're feeling good x Oh bless you, that's such a kind thing to say ❤️ hope you're alright x Link to comment
lostinme Posted February 23, 2018 Share Posted February 23, 2018 27 minutes ago, Skullpops said: Hi all! I feel odd, but in a good way. I was in the car with family earlier and it dawned on me that my mind was quiet. No ruminating, no what if's, first time in the 16 months since I relapsed. It feels wonderful! Considering I was in hospital and suicidal for a lot of that time, I can't quite believe what I'm saying. I can't believe it guys wtf! That’s great Skullpops really pleased for you, keep going you can do this Link to comment
Skullpops Posted February 23, 2018 Author Share Posted February 23, 2018 Thanks so much Lost! I can't get my head around it. Do I dare to dream that I'm finally getting better?! X Link to comment
lostinme Posted February 23, 2018 Share Posted February 23, 2018 Let’s hope so it’s certainly a step in the right direction x Link to comment
Emsie Posted February 23, 2018 Share Posted February 23, 2018 Fabulous news! You so deserve it. Really pleased for you. Keep going. X Link to comment
Skullpops Posted February 23, 2018 Author Share Posted February 23, 2018 Thanks Emsie! I keep pinching myself, can't believe it! x Link to comment
Emsie Posted February 23, 2018 Share Posted February 23, 2018 Don't question it. Just enjoy the peace. X Link to comment
Sophie89 Posted February 23, 2018 Share Posted February 23, 2018 1 hour ago, Skullpops said: Hi all! I feel odd, but in a good way. I was in the car with family earlier and it dawned on me that my mind was quiet. No ruminating, no what if's, first time in the 16 months since I relapsed. It feels wonderful! Considering I was in hospital and suicidal for a lot of that time, I can't quite believe what I'm saying. I can't believe it guys wtf! Fantastic news Skullpops. Have you been having therapy or did it just go away on its own? Sometimes my OCD goes away especially the day of my period (tmi! ) x Link to comment
Sophie89 Posted February 23, 2018 Share Posted February 23, 2018 1 hour ago, Skullpops said: Hi all! I feel odd, but in a good way. I was in the car with family earlier and it dawned on me that my mind was quiet. No ruminating, no what if's, first time in the 16 months since I relapsed. It feels wonderful! Considering I was in hospital and suicidal for a lot of that time, I can't quite believe what I'm saying. I can't believe it guys wtf! Fantastic news Skullpops. Have you been having therapy or did it just go away on its own? Sometimes my OCD goes away especially the day of my period (tmi! ) x Link to comment
Skullpops Posted February 23, 2018 Author Share Posted February 23, 2018 Hi Sophie, My relapse was ongoing for 16 months. I was in hospital and have been on 4 different medications in that time. I have been having therapy xx Link to comment
Sophie89 Posted February 23, 2018 Share Posted February 23, 2018 Oh wow! You able done so well to get back to this point! Was you In a hospital for people with OCD.? Did that help at all x Link to comment
Skullpops Posted February 24, 2018 Author Share Posted February 24, 2018 6 hours ago, Sophie89 said: Oh wow! You able done so well to get back to this point! Was you In a hospital for people with OCD.? Did that help at all x Not specifically for people with OCD, general psychiatric ward. Thanks so much xx Link to comment
Dragonfly Posted February 24, 2018 Share Posted February 24, 2018 10 hours ago, Skullpops said: Hi all! I feel odd, but in a good way. I was in the car with family earlier and it dawned on me that my mind was quiet. No ruminating, no what if's, first time in the 16 months since I relapsed. It feels wonderful! Considering I was in hospital and suicidal for a lot of that time, I can't quite believe what I'm saying. I can't believe it guys wtf! This is absolutely brilliant news Skullpops! Over the moon for you! Xxx Link to comment
Avo Posted February 24, 2018 Share Posted February 24, 2018 That's excellent Skullpops, long may it continue ! Link to comment
Skullpops Posted February 24, 2018 Author Share Posted February 24, 2018 Thanks Dragonfly and Avo!! Feeling quite anxious this morning but still managing alright, I so hope that great feeling from yesterday returns soon! How's everyone? Xx Link to comment
Dragonfly Posted February 24, 2018 Share Posted February 24, 2018 7 hours ago, Skullpops said: Thanks Dragonfly and Avo!! Feeling quite anxious this morning but still managing alright, I so hope that great feeling from yesterday returns soon! How's everyone? Xx Ah I’m sure it will! Hope the anxiousness subsided for you as sat goes on. I’m good thanks. Had a wobbly day a bit yest, but had a busy day today and that seems to have really helped! You stay strong Xx Link to comment
Skullpops Posted February 24, 2018 Author Share Posted February 24, 2018 Thanks Dragonfly, Struggling a fair bit today. Glad you're good ?? I have a very busy day tomorrow with my sons baptism xx Link to comment
Dragonfly Posted February 25, 2018 Share Posted February 25, 2018 13 hours ago, Skullpops said: Thanks Dragonfly, Struggling a fair bit today. Glad you're good ?? I have a very busy day tomorrow with my sons baptism xx I find my OCD and anxiety gets worse before things I’m looking forward to sometimes, then subsides a bit. Hopefully yours may have subsided by today a bit too. Hope the day goes really well for you all! Sending lots of positive thoughts! Xxx Link to comment
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