Sigh. I just wanted to get this out.

[Black Dagger]

If only OCD wasn't there, I could have achieved so much.

I could have gone out, done whatever I'd wish.

Made big things. Done big things. You know make it big in life and all.

I feel I have the potential to do great things. Become great.

But this potential is lurking, lost inside the cave of OCD.

Like a diamond covered by darkness.

And this diamond sparkles every once in a while.

And I get excited, thinking, I could do great things, finally.

And then I forget, that there is OCD too. And it might return anytime.

And return it does many times.

Maybe this is what my life is. This is what it's teaching me.

Maybe the OCD is teaching me something.

Maybe its meant to be this way. And this is how I'll find my peace.

I should accept it, and not give up.

Not give up, thats the key!

Then maybe my life is great --- just the way it is.

The way every life is great. For each his own.

And maybe, I'm living the great life. Right here, right now.

And I just need to be aware of it.

Hell yeah!