Is this really me?

[Guest AJ45]

Along with wondering why is my life like this, i wonder who I am? What on earth am I doing posting feelings and thoughts on a forum.

Then you realise it's a good job I can write it here because what if this site didn't exist and I could not express this at all.

I am frightened of who I am , beneath this illness and depression who really am I ? What will emerge if I recover. I know I have to wait and see but feel time is running out....

[Guest jayjay89]

I struggle with this as well. Who am I? Who am I if ocd wasn't there? What do I like? What will I do? Etc.

For me, the key is to just keep chipping away at gettin better and see what happens. Although I don't feel like a person, I clearly am one, so il just have to wait and see what emerges!

Good luck!