Am I a horrible person?

[Tori8]

I am so ****** up and I feel I am hiding it from everyone. I've had thoughts of hurting and killing people, done some weird **** and feel like I've never been right and belong in a psych hospital or prison and feel it's inevitable that will happen one day. I've started drinking alone buying little bottles of wine I can dispose of easily and thinking about alcohol far too much. I don't know what is wrong with me but I know ive never been normal and sometime don't think I ever will be. Am I a psychopath? Am I a horrible person? Sometime I think I am

[PolarBear]

I don't know if you're a horrible person. No one here does. Then again you're on OCD forum and in the past you've talked about intrusive thoughts. Isn't it enough that you have OCD? Do you really need another label than being an ocd sufferer?