Stefano Musilli Posted April 30, 2016 Share Posted April 30, 2016 (edited) I don't believe in god, at all, but having had a past in which I believed (or thought I did) my OCD usually gives me very intrusive thoughts to make me go against my beliefs. Last night was horrible, I felt trapped, as if I forgot I don't believe in god and couldn't find reasons not to. I'm specifying that I don't have actual doubts about being an atheist, I think god is a fable. It's just intrusive thoughts. Anyway, I have the constant fear of jot being able to see reason, as if deep down I actually believed and had no reason not to, while in reality that's completely false. Until yesterday when I thought about god I thought "that's a fantasy, it's incompatible with our reality", now I have to struggle before getting to that point, and my first thought is "maybe it's possible", but I can feel it's just my OCD. Edited April 30, 2016 by Stefano Musilli Link to comment
Symps07 Posted April 30, 2016 Share Posted April 30, 2016 Hi Stefano, you're right, it is just your OCD & so you have to just leave these thoughts be. I'm going through similar & you can tell yourself that you don't believe for whatever reason you want but at the end of the day, you are just performing a compulsion that ultimately feeds the fuel of your obsession. Link to comment
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