Obsessive thoughts of suicide

[oetegenn1976]

This maybe a reassurance post, but for the last few months since I moved into my new home, my ocd has been really troublesome. I feel really low and just feel like I'm not my usual self and this terrifies me as I hate feeling like this, I just want my oomph back!

I recently referred myself for counselling and cbt, so its a start. But this last week I've been feeling much worse, and my ocd is seriously picking up on this and is making me obsessed about wanting to do myself in....I seriously dont, and wont....I love life, just feeling a little flat thats all! But these thoughts and obsessions are making me even more low!

And now I'm questioning, have I had enough?, is there nothing more left? Why am I thinking such thoughts? And I am truly scared.

Has anyone else had this kind of obsession and how did you battle it, cos its scaring me like crazy.....

[frankie]

Yes when ocd is raging these awful thoughts can stick ......I fully understand .....if they continue may I suggest you chat with a doctor ?

You take care