Lost_in_a_Dark_Maze
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I couldn't get the DVD player to work in the end, so I'll have to save it for another time. I've just had a call from the breast clinic. They want me to go on Monday at 10.45am. I don't know if I can manage that early, but I felt I had to accept it as it was a cancellation and they're putting me in as mine was an urgent referral.
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I don't have cooking facilities, but I do have a fridge. I'm just eating cold food, as I don't feel able to eat out or get takeaways. We haven't had cooked food for a couple of years anyway, so I'm used to it. Thank you, I am very tired so am just eating then hope to relax and watch some of the film before bed. I have to be very close to the TV screen though!
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Hey everyone Thank you for your support. I made it! I have a 2 week referral to the breast clinic, but he's hopeful it isn't serious. I had to be weighed and have my blood pressure taken. Feel filthy now, but I went to Sainsburys for some more supplies and got myself a cheap DVD as a reward. Then I walked from there back to the guest house instead of getting a taxi. Oh, and I used a cash machine. I now have cleaning up to do. I saved my shower till now and am changing clothes, but I'll try not to go too over the top with the dettol wipes!
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Thank you, Phil. I haven't had much sleep, but hopefully I'll have a better night tonight now the first night is out of the way. I keep worrying that the owners of the guest house are going to walk in on me! Do they do that, does anyone know? If I shower should I hang the 'please do not disturb notice on the door?
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Thank you. I'm struggling now. I can't sleep, I feel like I'm suffocating. Whenever I start to drift off I wake up again. My eyes and throat are itchy too. I think I'm maybe having an allergic reaction. This guest house allows pets, so there may have been a dog in here recently. I seem to have swapped one allergen (dust and mould) for another! I need a drink, but if I get up for one and open the fridge door it will make it start making a racket again and it has gone quiet now. If I open a window it will make a noise and also I can't see how to do it. I ache all over.
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Thanks Caramoole. I know, I can hardly believe it myself! I'm not even crying that I want to go home yet. I think the hardest part so far is using the guest house toilet. I am going to try showering tomorrow morning, then I have my eye test to go to in the afternoon. I have done quite a lot of compulsions since arriving at the guest house, but fewer than usual. I will be getting ready for bed now.