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Lost_in_a_Dark_Maze

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  1. Thank you everyone, I am feeling a bit calmer and heading to bed. I have 1 more night booked here now, though I will have to pack up and change rooms in the morning. Thank you so much Ashley, and for the amazing offer of help.
  2. Sorry Gemma. It's complicated and I'm not very good at explaining. I have to leave here tomorrow morning. The council said I should sleep on the sofa at my mum's house (where I've been living before I came to the guest house). Don't worry though, a moderator is helping me via PM.
  3. I phoned, my mum phoned. Eventually they phoned back. They were asking me all sorts of questions. I panicked and didn't know what to say, so I gave them my mum's number for her to explain. They also said they need to speak to my doctor to find out if I'm a priority for housing. They were going to phone them tomorrow, but when I called the surgery to authorise it they said he isn't in till Thursday so I don't know what they will do. My mum has just phoned. They wouldn't listen to her. She had to tell them the truth about my room, but they seemed to think I should go and sleep on the sofa. I can't do this. I wish I'd just stayed at home now. Let them take body away as well as the trash. You can tell me I'm being dramatic if you like, but it's true. I can pretend to be normal and coping all I like, but I'll never be. It's all ruined. There'll never be any progress because this always happens I just burn out out after a week. I can't explain myself to anyone, no one is going to understand. Everyone is just going to judge me. Most people aren't like you.
  4. Thank you. I think I'll try taking some paracetamol and see if that helps, then maybe I'll be able to think better.
  5. Thank you. I'll give them just a bit longer, then I'll call. I'm feeling worse again since I got up.
  6. Thank you both. I haven't been given any details at all except the name of the person who should be ringing me. I'm just worried if I pester them they'll think I'm a nuisance and not want to help me. They know I'm going to be homeless tomorrow!
  7. Thank you Emsie and Gemma. I will try to enjoy my last day here. I'm just very worried about where I'm going to go tomorrow.
  8. Thank you, Emsie. I slept quite well and am feeling a bit better at the moment.
  9. Thank you, Malina. Hopefully it is just tiredness and stress. They think it's benign, but they can't be totally sure until the biopsy results come back.
  10. Thank you, Emsie. I hope it is just tiredness. I am getting ready for bed now. x
  11. I'm not feeling very well now. My face is flushed and I feel shivery. I can't be ill now!!
  12. Thank you Gingerbreadgirl and Headwreck. It still feels a bit surreal!
  13. Thank you, fingers crossed it will be OK. Yes, it was from the council. It was vibrating in my bag and I really wanted to answer it, but the doctor was talking to me.
  14. Thanks Gemma. They said they'd had more nervous patients than me, so I'm quite proud of staying calm.
  15. I'm back from the hospital. I had quite a long wait initially but then I saw the doctor and had an ultrasound even though I'd normally have had to come back. I think they wanted to get it done there and then in case I ran away and never came back seeing as how I'd left it so long before coming. They think it is benign, but took a biopsy to be sure. I have to go back on 13th to get the results and discuss removing the larger one. I'm not sure what I will do about that. I missed a call about housing when I was in the hospital. I've got to wait for them to call me back again, but I have to be out of here on Wednesday morning!
  16. Thank you everyone. I walked to Sainsbury's and got some shopping, but they didn't have any micro SD cards in stock. So I took a deep breath and got a taxi to Argos. I bought the card, and tried it in my phone, but that one wasn't working properly either, so I bought a cheap new phone. My courage was failing me in the taxi there, passing places with negative associations, but I thought of you guys and it got me through. I have to go up in that direction for my hospital appointment on Monday, so it also served as a trial run. I appear to have lost everything that was saved to my old memory card though, which sucks. ?
  17. I tried that but it said there wasn't enough space. I think perhaps I'll have to try to get another card and see if it's the card or the phone. I was going to walk to Sainsbury's in a bit for a few things, so I'll see if they've got any.
  18. No, it almost seems as though the card has been wiped as there's nothing showing, but I never deleted anything. I don't get why it would suddenly stop working. I already tried wiping the contact points Thank you very much for your help though, I appreciate it.
  19. Thanks Gemma, I've tried that several times, and at first it was saying mount card, even though I hadn't unmounted it. I took it out and put it back in again, but it's still not working, even though it is now picking it up.
  20. I know this isn't OCD, but does anyone know what I can do? My phone has gone mad and all the apps that were stored on a memory card have disappeared. I don't know if it is a problem with the phone or the SD card, but my phone isn't letting me download anything now. I really need my phone for everything.
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