bob86

Although my ocd takes a different form, I know how you feel. When Im half asleep is often when my thoughts are at their worse and often all the harder to deal with.

Sorry to hear your feeling like this. Iv been feeling pretty similar for the last week and today is the first time iv felt a bit better. Try to remember that its just your OCD and that you will be happy again.

Really could do with some support if anyone has experienced anything like this.

Today my pocd too a new dimension and now im so scared i just dont know whats true anymore. Past 5 years since being diagnosed iv been able to handle my ocd pretty well, but I came off my meds and things started to get bad. Every minute of the day these thoughts are going through my head whilst I try to understand them and the groinal response is destroying me. Today whilst I was sitting battling with these thoughts my ex girlfriend text me and I became aroused. Im really terrified that this was something to do with the other thoughts that are going through my head and Im really scared that id enjoy them. Constantly scared that id get some higher level of enjoyment from doing these things that I cant even bear to put down in words. Id have never dared write about this before today, but i cant live like this anymore and dont know what to do. Just feel like I am actually that bad person and that I dont have OCD. This really does sound sick and im sorry I've had to write about it.

Thanks. Its hard to think clearly when have so many doubts. Iv only had two sessions with my councillor and we havent yet started any cbt. Iv recently started taking prozac again (40mg), as Id stopped about two months ago because I thought I might be able to cope without them, guess I was wrong. Every way I try look at it in my mind, I still cant accept its just OCD. x

Hi this is my first post. I was diagnosed with OCD when I was 21, now 25 and this is the first time I really cant cope. I mainly suffer from pocd and few pieces concerning my family. For the last 3 days I have been unable to cope, feel guilty, shame and that this stuff about me is really true. Going over and over different things in my head, cant eat and spent most the day crying. It also is ruining any relationship I have because I constantly questioning if im actually attracted to them. For the last few nights images have invaded my dreams which makes it all the harder to escape from. Im studing at university and live along way from home. Feeling scared and alone. Iv started seeing a councillor but at the moment it just making things worse. Really starting to question if I have OCD or that im just generally a sick person. Thanks for listening