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1000 hues of blue
They fill a tiny room
They seep down pallid walls
Form puddles on the floor
They drop from ceilings high
Soaking everything below
But only I can see them and only I seem to know
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I suffered so much yesterday. I am sitting here and there is a breeze and it is more precious than diamonds. I can't tolerate temps over 16
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Headache, convinced I have a terminal illness the has spread to my lungs. Worried about how little I can move around, determined to improve. Stillin love with Benedict Cumberbatch, still healthy crush, want to snuggle him though as I feel insecure and lonely. Still think I am evil, period not come through yet, need a hug. Cut snacking right down, only bought four items of guck, two of them ice cream, this is my week so far
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The most painful thing in the world is watching people be normal, when you can't be
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Here is a tip. If you ever get the opportunity, watch Stuart: A Life Backwards, so sad and so powerful.
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I have a crush on Benedict Cumberbatch and it is holding steady as a healthy crush, this is unique for me...wish me luck, I could do with healthier emotions
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don't watch third star ever, not if you wanna ever feel happy again
(i couldnt find a smilie sad enough, insert one here)
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My brother, Anne and my self have had upset stomachs for over a week, we eat and drink different things, what could be causing it?
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Why, when I feel excited or happy does it crash into deep depression and pain? Why doesn't it just wear off normally? Anyone know?
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recently i am obsessed with babies, is it my age?
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punching doors wont help, its not my fault strong scents make me feel ill!!!!
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Yea. My brother is one of those people who hits doors and aims things when ratty, then sits there afterwards trying to glue together whatever he has broke like a silly ******. But getting ratty at me because strong scents makes me ill, what can I do about it, its the way my body works. He has these two leather armchairs a family friend gave us. They are lovely armchairs but they stink to high heaven with some kind of perfume. My brother was moving stuff around and the scent came into the living room and made me feel very ill. Then he moaned because I wanted to shut the living room door, I mean, its so irritating.
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I think I want to change my referendum vote. I don't like being lied to. I went on the info given and my sense of patriotism and I feel both have been manipulated
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I hurt my fingers on the wall, I cried out in pain and Anne fell over running to me to see if I was alright, isn't that the sweetest thing you ever heard?
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Wrapping my arms around all members in a big hug
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Everyone is stressed out today! Please can I have chocolate? I been the whole week on a quarter of a small bar and no other snacks!
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feeling like you can't breath is the worst thing with anxiety
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We just saw a UFO O.O
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Its no good, I am jumping out the bungalow window, no, don't try to stop me, here I go!...Gosh Darn it, me butts stuck.
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I want to write and create but all I can think about doing is curling up in a corner and going to sleep.
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This is gonna sound ungrateful, please forgive me it isn't meant that way but for a support forum to be down for almost five days was far too long. Also I had to reset my password, this layout is gonna take some getting used to, I HATE change. Please forgive my grumps.
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The world of IT takes lots of prisoners Phili ; it's unforgiving and stressful but change is driven by technological innovation and hardware and software dictate it.
What we have now looks well worth the wait and the downtime was unavoidable. Really tough on Ashley and co-workers - can't imagine the stress involved for them.
Hope you are feeling OK about it now Phili.