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Phili

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  1. 1000 hues of blue

    They fill a tiny room

    They seep down pallid walls

    Form puddles on the floor

    They drop from ceilings high 

    Soaking everything below

    But only I can see them and only I seem to know

  2. I suffered so much yesterday. I am sitting here and there is a breeze and it is more precious than diamonds. I can't tolerate temps over 16

    1. taurean

      taurean

      Sure you can. We are all facing the same problem. These temperatures won't last, but meanwhile drink lots of water open windows but shut curtains, use any fans you have. 

       

  3. its too hot, i nearly fainted

  4. No one is ever who you think they are O.O

  5. Headache, convinced I have a terminal illness the has spread to my lungs. Worried about how little I can move around, determined to improve. Stillin love with Benedict Cumberbatch, still healthy crush, want to snuggle him though as I feel insecure and lonely. Still think I am evil, period not come through yet, need a hug. Cut snacking right down, only bought four items of guck, two of them ice cream, this is my week so far

  6. The most painful thing in the world is watching people be normal, when you can't be

    1. Caramoole

      Caramoole

      But you can be.  It may be painful, the process may be protracted and difficult but you can.  "Can't" is a definition that prevents the process

  7. Here is a tip. If you ever get the opportunity, watch Stuart: A Life Backwards, so sad and so powerful.

    1. carolj

      carolj

      My daughter worked on that and you are right, really worth watching.

       

  8. I have a crush on Benedict Cumberbatch and it is holding steady as a healthy crush, this is unique for me...wish me luck, I could do with healthier emotions

    1. taurean

      taurean

      Good luck with this crush Phili :)

    2. Gemma7

      Gemma7

      Good luck :)

  9. don't watch third star ever, not if you wanna ever feel happy again

    (i couldnt find a smilie sad enough, insert one here)

  10. My brother, Anne and my self have had upset stomachs for over a week, we eat and drink different things, what could be causing it?

  11. Why, when I feel excited or happy does it crash into deep depression and pain? Why doesn't it just wear off normally? Anyone know?

  12. recently i am obsessed with babies, is it my age?

    1. taurean

      taurean

      My mum-in-law was always obsessed with them. She used to trap, separately, her daughter - and me - in the kitchen and preach to us all the reasons why we ought to have been having babies. 

  13. punching doors wont help, its not my fault strong scents make me feel ill!!!!

    1. Gemma7

      Gemma7

      You ok Phili? :)

    2. Phili

      Phili

      Yea. My brother is one of those people who hits doors and aims things when ratty, then sits there afterwards trying to glue together whatever he has broke like a silly ******. But getting ratty at me because strong scents makes me ill, what can I do about it, its the way my body works. He has these two leather armchairs a family friend gave us. They are lovely armchairs but they stink to high heaven with some kind of perfume. My brother was moving stuff around and the scent came into the living room and made me feel very ill. Then he moaned because I wanted to shut the living room door, I mean, its so irritating. 

  14. I think I want to change my referendum vote. I don't like being lied to. I went on the info given and my sense of patriotism and I feel both have been manipulated

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    2. Phili

      Phili

      I had to get my vote in early because it was a postal vote and I didn't see a lot of the following information. I feel manipulated. 

    3. taurean

      taurean

      It's OK Phili. There was misinformation improbable projections and untruths galore - people had to make for postal votes it had to be earlier. 

      The real truth is only going to emerge in the fulness of time - there was always going to be a major initial reaction to a Leave campaign win. 

    4. taurean

      taurean

      Typo - People had to make a decision and for postal votes it had to be much earlier. 

  15. Feeling very distressed

  16. I hurt my fingers on the wall, I cried out in pain and Anne fell over running to me to see if I was alright, isn't that the sweetest thing you ever heard?

  17. Wrapping my arms around all members in a big hug

    1. taurean

      taurean

      Thanks I need that as my broadband went down twice just now, but hopefully the diagnostic has now fixed it :computerpunch:

  18. Everyone is stressed out today! Please can I have chocolate? I been the whole week on a quarter of a small bar and no other snacks!

  19. feeling like you can't breath is the worst thing with anxiety

    1. taurean

      taurean

      It's one unpleasant thing, and horrible because of hyperventilation. 

      With me it's more tension cramp  headaches and high blood pressure rather than the breathing.

      No symptoms of severe anxiety can be considered at all pleasant though.  

  20. We just saw a UFO O.O

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    2. Phili

      Phili

      Yes they were O.O

    3. taurean

      taurean

      I saw one when I was a child - half of Cumbria saw it high up in the Sky a sort of shining orb. We were on hols at Keswick. It was never explained. 

      Yours sounds really interesting Phili and close up 

    4. taurean

      taurean

      I went to the Internet to see if I could find anything about that old UFO sighting from my childhood, to find that Cumbria is a veritable hotbed of UFO sightings :(

  21. Its no good, I am jumping out the bungalow window, no, don't try to stop me, here I go!...Gosh Darn it, me butts stuck.

  22. I want to write and create but all I can think about doing is curling up in a corner and going to sleep.

  23. So anxious. :no:

  24. This is gonna sound ungrateful, please forgive me it isn't meant that way but for a support forum to be down for almost five days was far too long. Also I had to reset my password, this layout is gonna take some getting used to, I HATE change. Please forgive my grumps.

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    2. Phili

      Phili

      I'm sorry, please forgive me. I know it took a lot of work. I just freak out a bit when things change.

    3. Ashley

      Ashley

      Nothing to forgive.   It was down far, far longer than I wanted or it should have been, but we're back now :D

    4. taurean

      taurean

      The world of IT takes lots of prisoners Phili ; it's unforgiving and stressful but change is driven by technological innovation and hardware and software dictate it. 

       

      What we have now looks well worth the wait and the downtime was unavoidable. Really tough on Ashley and co-workers - can't imagine the stress involved for them. 

       

      Hope you are feeling OK about it now Phili. 

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