Okay, so for the past month I’ve been having intrusive thoughts about liking family members. I’ve finally managed to somewhat rationalise these thoughts, I’m basically 90% sold on the idea that I don’t like them that way. However, the damage I have done is massive. You see, while trying to figure out wether I like them or not I would look at their face and try and think over and over again ‘am I?’. I don’t know I just feel disgusting for even entertaining these thoughts. I’m feeling extreme guilt. It’s Christmas Eve tomorrow and I just want to be happy but I can’t with this on my mind. Can anyone help?
