The last Jedi

sensorimotor is my ocd and I hate it with a passion

To add, having OCD makes me doubt religion as I have no free will in having OCD, a god cannot punish you for something you cannot help.

No one deserves hell, no one.

I am so aware that I am thinking about my thinking ALL the time, the thoughts, the awareness of thoughts, the process of thoughts, thinking I have dementia, or CJD, checking layer upon layer of thinking about thinking. I am shattered

Thinks for asking, I'm calm, but its on going....., like how can I see images inside my head when I haven't got any eyes in there,etc,etc......

I am going to try and read tonight, my mind doesn't shut up..... : ( Many thanks for the reply

Basically, I obsess over my thinking, so I am thinking about my thinking all the time and watching and reading my thoughts. It is like I have an extra pair of eyes inside my head watching everything. It never ends and is exhausting. Even nice thoughts drive me mad as I am forever living inside my own head, my brain never stops talking to me. I just want peace. I am medicated. It is like a hyper form of Pure OCD, like I am checking my compulsions to check my compulsions, OCD about OCD........ I know that my thoughts are my own thou but I am HYPER aware of my own inner voice.

All the best and good luck

Father ted, never bettered, can’t beat Craggy Island

Hi Jumbo, it took about a week of taking it to feel a lot better. I started taking it last Sunday, by this Sunday I felt stronger and calmer and yesterday I felt significantly better. the side effects (for me) are it gives me a bit of a hoarse voice, but its a price worth paying. 25 mg tablets twice a day.

Hi Folks, I just wanted to say many many thanks for your support, I have taken a significant step to recovery and am a good 90 percent better. Hang in there, all those still suffering and all the best. Clomipramine , meditation and watching relaxing shows worked for me.

I found it really really helpful, good luck.

Have you tried chlompriane, works wonders for a lot of ocd thinking, and I'm told it's the drug of choice for OCD

Thank you to all for you replies and kindness, I am feeling a lot stronger today.

Thanks to all for your support, it is truly appreciated

Thank you for your kind words

For me it’s animal documentary’s such as made by David Attenborough, I also watch a lot of animal stuff on you tube.

I try to keep going but I wish I could go down to the tongue less silence of the dreamless dust.

I love the NHS , it needs proper funding and I agree it can be very wasteful, but in principle I think it marvellous

I know I have to keep going as I have a family, but I wish I could just go to sleep forever.

You are 100 percent not a sex offender, you have a mental disorder,OCD, which is not your fault

What If I get a brain tumour that turns me into a monster What if I take all my clothes off at work What if I am never well again Why can't I turn my thoughts off What if I attack someone I love.... etc, etc, IT NEVER ENDS And although I want to be well and live, part of me looks forward to dying so that I am free

We are here for you, message any time

You have OCD, 100 percent. Keep going, you are not a monster

That's sounds like 100 percent OCD to me.