Can my subconscious make intrusive thoughts real? I often forget my thoughts and when I do my mind goes into tension. I try my hardest to recall any thoughts I had. When I do I write them down somewhere. But I still get this ominous feeling that, it might have been made true, without me knowing. It may have been a past experience that I can’t remember, where it might have happened. I usually think that one of my characteristics have changed to the opposite (like from being unselfish to selfish for example) or some of my learnt skills returning to null. I also get the feeling that some of my values are slowly and unnoticeably changing to the opposite of what I thing is right. If it’s not my subconscious could it possibly something else?
I’m posting this here for now but is there a possible site where I could talk to someone online about this?
