I hate myself and my intrusive thoughts. I started getting these thoughts in February and i thought in time they'll go. Nope. They are still here and cause me so much sadness. Some days the thoughts bother me, sometimes I just try to ignore them. Its tiring. When I have these thoughts I dont even want to be around people, they never leave me and I dont see the point in anything anymore. I'm meant to be doing fun things with friends and getting a boyfriend and other teen things. But im stuck in my room, thinking about things that make me feel miserable. Please can someone just help me.