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imlosingmymind

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  1. no one believes my ocd is real, i cant stop crying, please someone help me. im trapped in my mind with no way out. i wish i was normal. how can i get better??? please help
  2. hi, i did my gcse mocks 2 weeks ago and you can find the papers online. thats what my class did. just memorize the questions and answers to cheat.
  3. i dont know if i can stop those compulsions, they make me feel a lot more calm, at least for a moment. i also cant help but think if the thoughts im feeling are real and im just pushing it out. if theyre real i dont know how i can live with myself. they dont feel real tho, im so stressed
  4. well at first i had them about family members which made me feel so so disgusting. but then after my 15th birthday in june they went away for a bit and i felt so happy. but then i started having really bad thoughts about kids and children way younger than me. whenever i see a child i make sure to not look at them and if i see one on tv i change channels. im only attracted to guys 16+ so idk why this is happening. i feel so sick writing this, i havent told anyone about these thoughts, i promise im not like this if you knew me. if anyone knew i thought like this they would hate me.
  5. I havent been diagnosed with OCD, i know that sounds dumb, but I told my mum about it and she refuses to let me get diagnosed because she says it will destory my life. She says that no one will hire me for a job if they see I have mental health issues. Because of this I cant get therapy. My mum says it will pass with time but I know its OCD. I dont know what to do.
  6. I hate myself and my intrusive thoughts. I started getting these thoughts in February and i thought in time they'll go. Nope. They are still here and cause me so much sadness. Some days the thoughts bother me, sometimes I just try to ignore them. Its tiring. When I have these thoughts I dont even want to be around people, they never leave me and I dont see the point in anything anymore. I'm meant to be doing fun things with friends and getting a boyfriend and other teen things. But im stuck in my room, thinking about things that make me feel miserable. Please can someone just help me.
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