Hi everyone. I'm really struggling with the urge to check my university dissertation. I handed it in 2 weeks ago. Immediately after, I read it and found a few spelling errors. I now have the urge to read it all through just in case some huge mistake will become clear. I really really hate the uncertainty of waiting for marks. Every essay I've ever handed in, I get terrified that I've made some huge mistake, always check it (although, in the past year this has been much better and I have withheld from checking them at all in some cases) and they always come back fine. I'm such a perfectionist and I always tell myself that I need to get a first. Anyone else have this experience at university? I feel like I'm constantly aiming for firsts and it's exhausting - especially as this year I don't even need to average a first, because my second year results were high that I can afford to drop a grade and still graduate with a first. So I don't know why I'm so freaked out! Sorry for rambling hahah