I don’t know why. Whilst talking to the lady I am fine and open about what I am thinking and feeling but I always seem to feel worse the next few days. I’m just so scared of losing control. My sister is a great support to me but it’s hard. I am wondering if it’s peri menopause making me worse but the doctor doesn’t think it is because of my age and because I’m not having the sweats. It’s just bizarre how I was mostly under control with it then I get this bad again.
I keep wanting a reason for the flare up. I do wonder if the fact that I’ve become big on TikTok and can’t go out without getting stopped by people wanting photos or to say hello, which I don’t mind but I feel like people are almost watching me.