since I found out I had this disease, I looked for signs of it in childhood and found it. It is difficult for me to get out of the routine and I feel that something bad will happen and I will lose everything I love, I am extremely dependent on everything except myself, I can not stop these thoughts and I spend so many hours daily doing the routine that If something bad happens, I think it's stupid, but I can not stop it, I started drug treatment but it did not work.
im 25 and realllllyyyy tired of this