Hi everyone,
Last Summer i was diagnosed with OCD, in particular, POCD. This Is the worst, most disgusting, terrifying and disturbing type of OCD: It increased my depression and forced me to avoid certain places such as schools,play ground, parks, and so on. I'm here to ask you something about this "groinal response": Yesterday i was having sex with my girlfriend (she's 20, Just like me) but at a certain point i began thinking about her when She was a Little girl, testing myself in order to verify if i could have ever been aroused by imaging some "dirty" stuff about her and me; at First my anxiety increased and i started sweating, but later, when i thought about that image once again, i had an orgasm and obviously, also an ejaculation. I can assure you i was extremely anxious and extremely sad when that happened, and about to cry and run away. I know that this kind of images doesn't make me "horny", not at all, but why did this happen? I read that this Is called "groinal response" and may includes ejaculation, erection, tingles, something like that, even when the person who Is experiencing that Is disgusted by his thoughts, Just like me. I'm here because i Need you to explain me this topic more clearly, very few people on internet speak about this stuff and It can be very helpful. Thank you very much for Reading my message!
