Syed Yasir Shah

I have made a mistake. My family engaged me to a girl who is 22 years old. I am an ocd person. I have been taking medicine for 8 years. Still I haven't completely relapsed. I think she needs to know the truth. I don't want her to suffer with me. Its really cruel. I wish I could change it somehow. I wish I could tell her but I am afraid she will tell her family and they will cancel the marriage and they will tell my whole town and I will lose my poor reputation once and for all. I will never be married again. I wish somehow it had ended.

My dream is spent rest of my life without the agony of ocd.

I have suffering from ocd my entire life. I am an ocd patient I was bullied a lot in my childhood. I was raised in a society where people with psychiatric disorders are riddiculed and made fun of. In my childhood and in my teenage people teased me a lot. It was most terrible and painful thing to go through. I was in pain and tension from ocd and yet my school mates my teachers my relatives never missed a chance to bully me. It was an unending nightmare like the whole world was my bully and I was hopeless amongst all. They called me alot of things like crazy, loser, freak, despicable even know after 27 years these name make me sad and depressing. I think I would have become a good person if I hadn't been bullied do severely in my childhood and teenage. I envy every single person who doesn't feel the pain I went through. I am not the only one who has suffered such experience. Many people live with psychiatric conditions. Many have seen much worse than I have seen. These thoughts these nightmare seems to have a mind of their own .

I wish I could get better from ocd. I wish it to disappear completely from me. I wish I could be free from it. so that I could become a general surgeon. I could become a surgeon with great capabilities.

I felt the same intrusive thoughts of sexual fantasies about my sister my mother my brother. It was a very painful experience but I decided to embrace it. I allowed my mind to fantasize whatever it liked about whomever it liked. Slowly their intensities, their frequency of repeating themselves decreased. Now much of them is gone. Let these thoughts come feel them, at least once in a while in a day please break the cycle of sexual compulsions. I guarantee that you will feel better after this.

I am fascinated by surgeons. I love appendectomy Cole cystectomy, stone removal, bullet removal but I cannot become a surgeon. I am very bad at social communication skills and my panic attacks they are worst of all. I wish I could become a surgeon. I wish I didn't feel these hard emotions and headaches. I am 27 years old now. I wish I could become a surgeon. If only there was a way a magic, a potion, a treatment that will completely free me of my fears and tensions. I wish this ocd will go away.

Does Meditation helps in OCD?

Can anyone tell what are the most likely causes of ocd?. Are their any preventive measures in OCD?. Is there any specific gene expression associated with OCD?. Can it be cured completely?. May God save all from it, Pain the suffering is beyond anyone's capibility to tolerate?. Unending nightmare are worst of all.

There is no qualified psychologist available in my province. I am just meditating on my own with help of audio books and guided meditation. Self help has given me many benefits. But it's not enough to make completely peaceful.

Sometimes my thoughts overpower my ability to handle. Otherwise these drugs do help me feel better.

Yes I am Sertraline SSRI

In my town where I spent my childhood and adolescence and in the society where I live in Pakistan there is a very disturbing situation for mental health facilities. In whole of the province of 10 hundred of thousands people there isn't a single child psychiatrist. Seeking help from Psychiatrist and psychologist is considered shameful. My family always forbade me from seeking health professional help for my ocd. But I went to psychiatrist anyway because unending mental gyrations and painful panic attacks where beyond my capabilities to deal with. I wish they could understand what I was going through.

I am a Medical Officer in my town for about one year. I have ocd I feel extreme exhaustion and pain while overcoming my fear of hurting someone. Or prescribing something which harmful. It's killing me slowly. I feel severe headache and pain. I wish I could choose a speciality which was suitable for me. For my ocd.

I have been diagnosed with ocd about 9 years ago. I am regularly taking prescribed medicine by my psychiatrist. My anxiety is mostly under control. I want to become a surgeon. I am very keen to do operations and medical procedures. But I feel this anxiety this obsession that I may hurt someone, or permanently damage their health. I wanted to ask can a person with become a good doctor?. Can he become a good surgeon?. Is it legal for a person with ocd on SSRIS medication to practice medicine?. I envy those who efficiently operate on patients without anxiousness holding them back.