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It would be great to feel so much better!

I know it was a compulsion I shouldn't have done it

Hi sorry to repost but I'm having a particularly bad day and just wanted somebody to give me a bit of hope x

I'm going to make an appointment at my doctors but I have something greater troubling me

I need to do something as I simply cannot carry on living the way I do x

I need to do something I cannot continue this way,although what concerns me a little is having several rounds of cbt already and it not having any affect although I'm not holding the therapy responsible for that probably more likely me!

Hi yes I'm sorry I shouldn't put my compulsions on here,I'm a bit loathed to go back to my gp as I remember the last time he said your just going to have to live with it and that smacks a little hard to me.

I currently weighing up what options I have.

Relate you so much paul

Sorry

There's no real reason for me to feel the way I do!

I don't think trying to think my way out of this is going to work.

How messed up is life?

Yes I'm the same I feel delusional but my situation is opposite i get huge support from family but I've ruined them.

It's incredibly confusing isn't it

I wish I could !

Sorry for that comment

I'm desperately trying to figure life out

Interesting quote

I just wish I knew what I was here for that's all

I can't seem to see the wood for the trees on paper I should have it all I'm very lucky in so many ways but it means nothing to me,how ungrateful is that? And it makes me feel even worse,how can people who are far worse off than me be so much happier it makes no sense. Ive had it all on a plate and failed miserably,I even threw away my dads business,I'm really a bad person!

I try to think positive but somehow I never succeed I can't actually see what we live for I don't want to be ill but I suppose none of us do,I think the underachievement is the worst,I have a job I suppose a lot of people would be envious of that but I'm just going through the motions I'm not interested in what I do (thatvsounds so ungrateful) but it's like Groundhog Day!

I don't know where to start!

I think there's a lot more issues than just ocd going,I do t know if there's a way out anymore.

I'm currently on 40mg of fluoxetine but not having any therapy.