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Hi everyone just wanted to ask.is anyone afraid of body fluids even their own and particularly sexual.body fluids? I would really like a relationship but seems like no one wants to be with me, I feel so alone it's a horrible feeling and I hate it.?

Hey I was wondering if there is a list of inpatient treatment centres for ocd anywhere or if someone could tell me me. I've previously been to Springfield hospital in 2015 but I don't want to go back there I want to try somewhere else. THanks

I don't fear getting ill so that doesn't matter ,it's just the spread of stuff I cant stand

Hi but the thing is it will spread germs it's a fact t is it not? Surely with their job. It can't be all lies. Like they will be touching mould and stuff Arghh

Hi everyone ,does anyone have any advice on how to deal with plumbers coming into ure home? They touch so much and I'm so scared cause I won't be able to clean everything then stuff will get contaminated and spread. And to me this is pretty logic to me, how do u just not care.help!!

Hey all I'm really struggling at the moment well more like for over a year and I just dont no what to do anymore, a lot of my thoughts are logic to me so that's why I carry out my compulsions. I have slowly created a germy mess of bags from bathroom because they are to germy to put in bin, so I'd set them aside to wrap into a clean sheet and put in bin cleanly.(makes sense to me lol) but anyway as per usual it's just built up and up and now it's so germy I don't no how to clean it, I'm so stressed because I'm supposed to move into flAt that I've had for nearly two years!! Life is awful, I'm so tired I just want to go to sleep and not wake up sometimes. Ive been to Springfield hospital in 2015 and did get a bit better but slowly it's just gone down hill again and my therapy sessions stopped in june .Cause I was finding it hard to do the cbt, so basically I've no treatment whatsoever. I dunno what to do anymore, my brain makes sense, I feel trapped and scared

Yes Ashley that would be helpful thanks

That would be a no then lol typical

Hey i was just wondering if anyone can recommend places, therapists that treat ocd in northern Ireland.

I read that it was in the nhs in Nottingham and three private companies in London. Never heard of it before and it's non invasive so sounded good

Hi I'm just wondering if anyone has had transcranial magnetic stimulation treatment?I'm curious about it

thank you! its been a long process of over 2 years to try and get funding

ah this is the article my great aunt said i should read, im from northern ireland to, just read it, well done!!

hi all i just found out ive got funding to go to springfield!! totaly scared,nervous,we bit excited, arghhhhh

had to post an say to muse man that i totally disagree with some of the things ure saying . no offence of course i do not belive that something dangerous will happen or something harmful will happen so its not all ocd themes at all. i wash my self cause i feel unclean not because i fear anything happing to me or dangerous happeining. again i dont feel danger or threat, i carry out compusions due to the feeling of being dirty or things spreading or family being dirty i do not fear anythign happeing at all. chrystal could u email the professor cause id like to no if he did say that about ocd and cbt cause i have exactally wat hes talkin about if he did.

i think if people keep talkin about it ure actually gonna make those people feel worse so its best not keep mentioning it

im in pain rite now an usualy everday my feet are raw my finger is raw my skin everywere is dry my sholder blade is so dry an tight an stingy icant stop wiping an sprayin myself with disinfectant. i went to physcologist today then wen out an bought my supplies a n ive only just got changed there cause i didnt want to but i felt realy dirty but wen i took of f clothes my skin an dust off them an my knickers obviously came off i feel horrible then had to come downstairs in knickers to get clothes in drier an i had to walk past mum realy close an wat if skin came off my bum an onto her or anywere its DISGUSTING. i cant cope seriously contaminatino ocd is the worst one to have for physical pain . i dont no wat to do i feel guilty if its everywere (skin dust bodyfluids etc) an dir ytan horrible an if my mum or dad touch it they wil spread it everywere :'( an p lease dont tell me it wont killu or harm u or out bodies need germs to build up immune system cause i no t hat and I DONT CARE. i just cant stand them arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im gona go bloody nuts

u should of added the bit of both one cause thats wat i am im afraid of germs but theres mess everywere!!

just thought of something a while ago but forgot to say. if u sell it in shops i have to have some money out of it lol anyway what i was thinking and im not sure if its already made but because i spray myself with so much disinfectant my skin gets dry and burnt and sometimes creates blisters so what i thought woudl b good is like a patch (different sizes) which has like a cream in it that you could keep on ure arm andn take on and off so that it could help the healing of ure skin and keep it mositurised!! ithink its a good idea considering it came from my brain LOL.

hey ashie could u not put this up as sticky if we got lets say 1000 (wishful thinking i no) mayb u could help send it to the rite people??? what u think

well i do feel guilty an wat u said actualy made me kina feel sick just the thought of it.

hey i can say that i hate alot of people due to them being disgusting an not giving a toss about wat it does to others, but this only started wen ocd became worse an i realised how disgusting alot of people are.

ok, thanks for replies but for people who dont no me im not afraid of anyone coming ot harm or gettin ill i just get feel so guilty a repulsed incase all my body fluids were everywere makes me feel dirty there for spray myself with disinfect and wipes. everything i do is because i feel dirty an just dont like them on me. but thanks again fruitloops u sound alot like me lol

ok i really need some logical advice about germs. u see last week i had to put the bathroom bin into a black bin lliner (god it was so awful had to get shower) im scared of dust u see coming off things an onto me. the back is really heavey cause its full of loads of disinfectant bottles aswell so i left it out the back. THEN TODAY my mum told me it had fallen over an i feel so sick cause there was womens things in it wat if all the dust off them flew into te air spreading my body fluids everywere, up peoples noses etc i feel sick an very guilty ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww dont on wat to do help!!