Guest rainbow Posted April 7, 2005 Share Posted April 7, 2005 Hi have had big prob getting onto ocd site It's really got me down!!! having a real bad time at the mo. Just want to give up, can't take no more. Stopped meds!!! wish I hadn't !!! tried new ones they gave me chest pains!!! need help real bad!!! dont know what to do where to go!!! so to go on but need a pal. I'm walkingin quick sand my body is drowing, I cannot stand! my legs are heavy, but my heart heavier Is this my life? Will it be like this forever? Gone are the days, when I used to smile Just to be happy, even for a little while My head is banging, full of this dread The only peace I get, is when I'm asleep in bed! It's there when I wake, going through my mind Not pausing for a minute, It will creep up behind!! I want to be HAPPY, I want to be ME! I want to see a future, but most of all I want to be FREE! I HATE this OCD, and what it's doing to you and me It gets you where it really hurts, for me that's my family I'd wish upon a star, I'd chase the rainbows end I'd find a four leaf clover. I'd only have one wish I wish for this to end !!!! Link to comment
Guest ocd13 Posted April 7, 2005 Share Posted April 7, 2005 Hi hun, I've not heard from you in a long time - I'm so sorry you're not doing so well at the moment. If you need to chat, send me a pm. :mad: Lots and lots of hugs :censored: Love Andrea xxx Link to comment
Guest rainbow Posted April 7, 2005 Share Posted April 7, 2005 Hi hun,I've not heard from you in a long time - I'm so sorry you're not doing so well at the moment. If you need to chat, send me a pm. :mad: Lots and lots of hugs :censored: Love Andrea xxx 38698[/snapback] Hi Andrea Missed u very much. I have had bad trobs getting onto site still can't unless I go through an old email from ocd site!!!!! not sure wots up no good with pc's any ideas? well hun how's u? hope u are keepin well, and you on top of ocd!!! well hun I'm havin a bad time everything getting toooo much OCD in particular!!! thoughts are goinin mad no let up at the mo, be rel nasty today, feel like can't take no more. off meds not good choice I think!!! need to go back on them but just so tired!!! can't seem to get energy to even go to doc's again. did go there few wks bk he changed them to clomprine( wrong spelling) they were no good gave mr chest pains. lustrul didn't seem to work, don't know wot else to try. maybe someone will have some idea!!! sorry to ramble on but it's been real hard going!!! hope to here from you soon hun take care love rainbow xxxx Link to comment
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