Guest Pootle Posted May 2, 2005 Share Posted May 2, 2005 really frustrated with myself and ashamed. :blushing: Been such a lovely day today- have I left the house? NO... not once.. not even a toe out of the door. Does anyone get like this? I turn into such a hermit given the choice... rubbish. I havent even done anything constructive. I know exactly why I have been so rubbish today-went out last night- this I suppose was an achievement as I really wanted to chicken out of it- but obviously it meant I drank. This morning- well all day actually I have been hungover and feeling really nauseous. :huh: Damn damn damn why do I do these things? Its like I try really hard to do one thing and then it hits me double the next day- I suppose it is the fact I was drinking but without drinking I would not have been able to do what I did last night. Catch 22. So frustrated. Link to comment
Guest Gurstang Posted May 2, 2005 Share Posted May 2, 2005 really frustrated with myself and ashamed. :blushing: Been such a lovely day today- have I left the house? NO... not once.. not even a toe out of the door. Does anyone get like this? I turn into such a hermit given the choice... rubbish. I havent even done anything constructive. I know exactly why I have been so rubbish today-went out last night- this I suppose was an achievement as I really wanted to chicken out of it- but obviously it meant I drank. This morning- well all day actually I have been hungover and feeling really nauseous. :huh: Damn damn damn why do I do these things? Its like I try really hard to do one thing and then it hits me double the next day- I suppose it is the fact I was drinking but without drinking I would not have been able to do what I did last night. Catch 22. So frustrated. 42320[/snapback] Vee You aren't the only one who can be forced to remain inside. I've only just returned to work after having a week off because of ocd. Its a killer at times but just congratulate yourself that you got out last night, that is another stride on your way to beating ocd, while today is just a tiny step back. Remember that tomorrow is a new day and tomrrow you can try again, good luck gurstang Link to comment
Guest Paarke Posted May 2, 2005 Share Posted May 2, 2005 I've been stuck in the house all day today too, so I know how you feel, I really wanted to go out but I just couldn't! mainly because I've got this stupid idea stuck in my head that if I go out, the house will catch fire, the neighbours will get hurt and it'll all be my fault. Don't beat yourself up too much, we're fighting a hard battle. It won today, but that doesn't mean its going to win tomorrow. Hope the hangover feels better soon. Link to comment
Guest kirk27 Posted May 2, 2005 Share Posted May 2, 2005 Hi vee I have had them wasted days, i keep saying i will never have em again but i give in a lot but i have not had a really stay at home day. so be strict with yourself becuase at the end of a good day you will feel great!! Link to comment
Guest Pootle Posted May 2, 2005 Share Posted May 2, 2005 Hi veeI have had them wasted days, i keep saying i will never have em again but i give in a lot but i have not had a really stay at home day. so be strict with yourself becuase at the end of a good day you will feel great!! 42331[/snapback] Yeah I know Kirk you are right---- think the feelings right now are compounded by the fact its back to work tomorrow. :huh: V xxxxx Link to comment
Guest kirk27 Posted May 2, 2005 Share Posted May 2, 2005 Well i think i feel a little the same now , i got a paint and decorate job tommorow i feel really cream crackerd today , oh boy, i would rather draw a picture :grin: kirkxx Link to comment
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