mat2dmh Posted February 11, 2013 Share Posted February 11, 2013 Hi, this is my boyfriends username since i couldnt use a computer a while ago and i havent got around to getting my own. I am an ocd sufferer of 10 years soon and i am somewhat on the way to recovery. I kind of gave up compulsing a year and a half ago because i was unhappy compulsion or not. I have got much better but i still mentally compulse almost accidentally so still suffer regurlarly. I always try never to compulse and never choose to. Anyway, i got engaged in november to my lovely boyfriend and we booked the wedding for this summer. As i expected ocd ruined the happiness the event should bring about and now i want to give up entirely on everything. I know compulsing isnt what i want to do or what i will do, but i need advice? Do i be unhappy all through the planning to not compulse? Do i call it quits and try to get better before i get married in case it drags my improvement back? Do i move it forward to get the unhappiness over sooner? I am determined that i will get married eventually, whatever. All i want is to feel the happiness all brides should feel, please be honest, your advice would be welcome xx Link to comment
Guest Nikki79 Posted February 11, 2013 Share Posted February 11, 2013 Hi there I really sympathise with you. OCD reeks havoc especially when you most need it not to. I hate holidays cos its ruined every single one for me. Simple life pleasures become a nightmare when they shouldn't. Are you seeing a Therapist for OCD? Link to comment
mat2dmh Posted February 11, 2013 Author Share Posted February 11, 2013 No, not any more. I have seen a threapist before but private is so expensive and waiting lists are so long that even though it would be good to talk to one now, i dont think it is practical. I am against time limits for cancelling with deposits and stuff Link to comment
Guest Nikki79 Posted February 11, 2013 Share Posted February 11, 2013 Well you know the best way to fight the b****** dont you? excuse my french lol Link to comment
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