bruces Posted February 12, 2014 Author Share Posted February 12, 2014 I try to sleep as much as I possibly can all my hobbies and interests have gone out the window I take no pleasure in anything I'm just ready to leave this world Link to comment
bruces Posted February 12, 2014 Author Share Posted February 12, 2014 If only life had a simple off button I really don't want to be here no longer Link to comment
Guest MrsF Posted February 12, 2014 Share Posted February 12, 2014 Well I want you to be here and so does everybody who has been trying to help you on this thread. Bruces please get some help go to A&E or phone the Samaritans. I wish you could see that once your depression is under control the world really will seem like a brighter place. What hobbies did you used to have? Link to comment
bruces Posted February 12, 2014 Author Share Posted February 12, 2014 I've had the depression for 20 years just xant bear it no longer Link to comment
Guest MrsF Posted February 12, 2014 Share Posted February 12, 2014 Its not long until your appointment please try and be strong until then. Bruces I keep repeating myself but please go to A&E or ring the Samaritans if its all getting too much. Your depression can and will be treated and everything will look different then. Link to comment
lovid Posted February 12, 2014 Share Posted February 12, 2014 As Mrs F says get some help withy this Bruces.You don't have to suffer alone.Once treatment starts you will begin to feel better Link to comment
ACE Posted February 13, 2014 Share Posted February 13, 2014 bruces I totally understand how you're feeling completely and feel so sorry for you and really want to help you along with everyone else here¬hing more to see you happy and as healthy as you've ever been.That's the big thing that your depression needs to be sorted out then your OCD will get handled so well you'll see.I know right now you're so much in a black hole I know that horrible feeling&that nothing helps you at all.But please please bruces can you pick up the phone go to A&E and just tell them exactly how you're feeling&then you'll have to be helped deservely immediately right now and not wait til your appointment. I know your appointment isn't too far off but if you can be seen now that's far better of course,I'll help you with it glady anyway you like honestly ok bruces?.I also was like you most of my life I know the horrible feeling&how nothing at all really helps especially when you're in so deep depression of course.But the meds I think are the big key that can&will be sorted for you I know it for sure please try to believe me I know it's hard to see right now&I certainly would never ever blame you for feeling&thinking like that :original: . Link to comment
bruces Posted February 13, 2014 Author Share Posted February 13, 2014 Will the nurses be able to review my meds? Link to comment
bruces Posted February 13, 2014 Author Share Posted February 13, 2014 I really can't do this anymore there is only one option left Link to comment
Guest MrsF Posted February 13, 2014 Share Posted February 13, 2014 Yes to get help! Please be kind to yourself and get some help. Go to A&E or phone the Samaritans. Bruces please. I don't want you ending up like my daughter and I don't want you putting your family through that amount of pain. I don't know if the nurses are able to sort out your medication but I do know that they will be able to get you expert help if they can't. Your depression can be managed believe me x Link to comment
bruces Posted February 13, 2014 Author Share Posted February 13, 2014 I emailed the Samaritans a week ago no reply whatever they say isn't going to change anything I just wish I could die Link to comment
Guest MrsF Posted February 13, 2014 Share Posted February 13, 2014 Bruces, I'm assuming from your flag you are in England - the Samaritans number in England is 08457 909090. How are you feeling now? Link to comment
lovid Posted February 13, 2014 Share Posted February 13, 2014 Bruces have you rang the samaritans yet.Thinking of you. Link to comment
ACE Posted February 14, 2014 Share Posted February 14, 2014 Will the nurses be able to review my meds? bruces surely they can review your meds please please tell them how bad you're feeling tell them in detail please just say it tell them everything say how bad you're feeling.Please don't feel bad if you break down crying you must do this you must get the help Immediately the help you so deserve.Please go to A&E,call them,contact the nurses please if you need anyhelp I'm happy to help you as long as you get the help NOW that you must that's all ok? :original: . Link to comment
bruces Posted February 14, 2014 Author Share Posted February 14, 2014 Still feeling the same I'm too scared to ring the Samaritans I wouldn't know what to say,I feel so useless I don't know how I'm going to manage there is nothing I can do Link to comment
ACE Posted February 14, 2014 Share Posted February 14, 2014 bruces can you call the hospital/A&E or go there please? Would you like me to help you my friend? :original: Link to comment
bruces Posted February 14, 2014 Author Share Posted February 14, 2014 I've gotta wait till the appointment I've never felt so damn low Link to comment
bruces Posted February 14, 2014 Author Share Posted February 14, 2014 Just feel bad for ranting on here but don't know what else to do feel at my wits end sick of being so damn useless Link to comment
Guest MrsF Posted February 14, 2014 Share Posted February 14, 2014 We are trying to help you get through this until your appt which is now another day closer :original: Is there anything you could try and distract yourself with? Link to comment
bruces Posted February 14, 2014 Author Share Posted February 14, 2014 I struggle to distract myself just hope the appointment comes up with something beneficial Link to comment
lovid Posted February 14, 2014 Share Posted February 14, 2014 I have rung Samaritans in the past.I got great comfort from it and I think you should use it in addition to communicating with us too.I just rang them and said "I wonder if you could help me I am feeling really bad"then they asked why and I just poured my heart out.Honestly it really does help to talk with someone who is kind and understanding and I wish you would give it a try too.You will be glad you did.Also, It will strengthen your ability to communicate your problems to others which is an important tool. Link to comment
ACE Posted February 15, 2014 Share Posted February 15, 2014 Just feel bad for ranting on here but don't know what else to do feel at my wits end sick of being so damn useless bruces please don't feel bad for coming on here we never judge you&why would we for you being so down&none of this being your fault.Come on here as much as you need ok,if you need anything at all please ask ok?.Try not to feel bad about whatever you're saying you're hurting it's very understandable for someone is so much pain like you're :original: . Link to comment
bruces Posted February 15, 2014 Author Share Posted February 15, 2014 Everything feels like such a mess and I shouldn't be so selfish and ranting on here Link to comment
Guest MrsF Posted February 15, 2014 Share Posted February 15, 2014 You aren't selfish at all you are depressed. Have you had a better afternoon? Link to comment
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