MissSparrow07 Posted September 2, 2014 Share Posted September 2, 2014 The past week or so my brain has started becoming increasingly unsteady. It's not like full blown OCD but I feel like something is not right in my head, so other people get that? The past 2 days I had slight POCD thoughts but I've overcome them. But for some reason yesterday and today I have become fixated on the idea of if I'm a good person or not? I have no idea if it's OCD or not. But I'm worrying shout being a good person even though I could need do anything horrible as to not be a good person? And also I feel as if I'm becoming slightly paranoid like with my computer and stuff I want to know all the accounts I've signed up to and like I have to have my computer really organised, like photos have to be done correctly, like everything has it's place. (Not OCD I know but still makes me highly anxious) and I'm getting worried because I'm looking up how to delete accounts or find accounts and as well with asking if I'm a good person that the police or like government or something are going to check my computer and see my searches or posts on here and like arrest me or something. Even if I delete my search history my brain tells me it must because you have something bad to hide. It's like I want to completely erase every online trace of things I've started accounts on etc and just to start again. When I organise things it clears my mind when things are cluttered then my mind mirrors it and I get anxious. Sorry for the essay but it's late and I can't sleep and I have no-one else to talk to Link to comment
MissSparrow07 Posted September 2, 2014 Author Share Posted September 2, 2014 Anyone awake? Link to comment
Purplepiper7 Posted September 2, 2014 Share Posted September 2, 2014 Hi Miss Sparrow. I can't sleep either. I didn't know what to say which is why I didn't answer, but I'm happy to listen and try to keep a conversation. :group: Link to comment
MissSparrow07 Posted September 2, 2014 Author Share Posted September 2, 2014 Thank you ! Now I've has the chance to calm down I'm feeling better and it make me feel better knowing I have people who I can talk to! thank you. Link to comment
Purplepiper7 Posted September 2, 2014 Share Posted September 2, 2014 Well I'm glad that you're feeling better. Sorry for not replying sooner, but yes, you can talk to us anytime you need (just don't overdo it with private messages like I did :blushing:). Link to comment
MissSparrow07 Posted September 2, 2014 Author Share Posted September 2, 2014 I wouldn't haha. Still feeling a bit anxious today :/ but I'm doing okay. Still would like to see if anyone else experiences something similar? Haha x Link to comment
Ashley123 Posted September 2, 2014 Share Posted September 2, 2014 I would personally say it is OCD just trying to give you doubts again. It tries to grab your attention in any way it possibly can, and I think these are just more OCD intrusive thoughts for you. I'm not a doctor though but that's what I think. Hope you are okay. Link to comment
Guest MFortunato Posted September 2, 2014 Share Posted September 2, 2014 I too get so anxious about all the accounts I have made. There are so many and its so hard to keep track of Link to comment
MissSparrow07 Posted September 3, 2014 Author Share Posted September 3, 2014 Thank you for your posts yeah I've come to realise it's just another thing for my mind to latch on to because I've gone through cycles of pretty much most the common obsessions (bar contamination or religious). It was just odd to me because I didn't understand why it affected me so much, like my iPad was making me anxious. How is that possible?! And yeah it is just keeping track and being in control of things I think haha. Link to comment
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