Thoughts are really scaring me.

[Haayleey96]

The sertraline and diazepam has helped in terms of anxiety and low mood. But recently, since my brother has started living with me I've had constant thoughts of killing him, even when he is at work. I hate it. They are awful. They feel so real and I feel like I'm on the brink. Does anyone get voices in their head saying they want to do it or go and do it? Almost as if you are planning it? I'm so scared and don't know what to do. I'm terrified I'm going to crack. The other morning i was terrified that I had done it in my sleep without knowing so I went in his room to check and text to see if he was okay. I'm terrified for him coming in at the night time. I'd much rather be on my own. 

[Rox]

Hi, I have thoughts telling me I want to do it constantly, even when my son is at nursery. You are most certainly not alone.

xxx 

[Haayleey96]

16 minutes ago, Rox said:

Hi, I have thoughts telling me I want to do it constantly, even when my son is at nursery. You are most certainly not alone.

xxx 

Makes me feel so much better that I'm not alone. I'm so scared of it. I hate ocd xxx