I did a sin. Its stuck in my head, can not let it go.

[ocdattack15]

Hello everybody, 

I really need help. I think that i did a really bad thing. Its stuck in my head, makes me anxious and i can not let it go.

I watched a porn. Watching porn is itself a sin. But what makes me feel that i did something really bad is that the girl in the porn had a cross tattoo. I went on watching the porn and jerked off. Is this really a big sin? Is there difference between sin watching a porn actor with no cross tattoo and sin waching a porn actor with cross tattoo. I am also not really a christian, but still think that i did a really bad thing. I dont know if this has to do or not something with my OCD. Should i really be anxious and not happy from what i did? Can i move on?

Please help me! Can i let this go? 

Thank you so much all for every answer i get. 

[PolarBear]

Hi there. The simple answer is that it is only a sin if you let it be.

[ocdattack15]

13 hours ago, PolarBear said:

Hi there. The simple answer is that it is only a sin if you let it be.

Thank you for your answer! 

But than i could do this with every sin. 

Do you think that this sin what i made is ok if i let it go? Or should i do something? Should i suffer some way to redeem myself from the sin? Am i aloved to let it go? 

I dont know if i am thinking the right way. 

 

[cookiemonster]

No sin. You have done nothing wrong. Totally natural. 

[PolarBear]

You are right. You could do that with every sin. I don't believe in sins, and certainly not in non-redeemable ones. It's all in the way you look at it.

[ocdattack15]

17 hours ago, cookiemonster said:

No sin. You have done nothing wrong. Totally natural. 

Thank you for your answer. 

I think i can let it go. 

[ocdattack15]

15 hours ago, PolarBear said:

You are right. You could do that with every sin. I don't believe in sins, and certainly not in non-redeemable ones. It's all in the way you look at it.

Yes, thank you for your opinion. 

I think i can let it go. 

[dksea]

On 29/09/2018 at 06:23, ocdattack15 said:

I am also not really a christian, but still think that i did a really bad thing. I dont know if this has to do or not something with my OCD. Should i really be anxious and not happy from what i did? Can i move on?

If you aren't a Christian, let it go.

If you are a Christian, and if you think it was a sin, ask God for forgiveness, try not to do it again, and let it go.  God does not require that we punish ourselves endlessly for our mistakes, even our sins.  If you ask for forgiveness He will forgive you. He will forgive literally anyone who asks.  Then you can let it go.