humbleno1 Posted October 21, 2018 Share Posted October 21, 2018 I dont even know why Im positing, but oh well. just thought someone ought to know. Link to comment
Gemma7 Posted October 21, 2018 Share Posted October 21, 2018 You can handle more, you will surprise yourself I'm sure, are you getting any help with your OCD? Link to comment
humbleno1 Posted October 22, 2018 Author Share Posted October 22, 2018 3 hours ago, Gemma7 said: You can handle more, you will surprise yourself I'm sure, are you getting any help with your OCD? no i cant im so angry !!!! urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! im gonna ******* pop. Link to comment
paradoxer Posted October 22, 2018 Share Posted October 22, 2018 'We are all living in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars'. Oscar Wilde Link to comment
humbleno1 Posted October 22, 2018 Author Share Posted October 22, 2018 (edited) . Edited October 22, 2018 by humbleno1 . Link to comment
humbleno1 Posted October 23, 2018 Author Share Posted October 23, 2018 20 hours ago, paradoxer said: 'We are all living in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars'. Oscar Wilde can u make ur pms available para Link to comment
paradoxer Posted October 23, 2018 Share Posted October 23, 2018 2 hours ago, humbleno1 said: can u make ur pms available para I changed the setting, should be able to receive pm now. Link to comment
humbleno1 Posted October 23, 2018 Author Share Posted October 23, 2018 doesnt seem to be working ill just post here what the heck I was hoping to ask your advice im thinking of going with the therapy with phillipson office but its like 60 pound a session which is steep for me but I know I need it, I dont know, I just keep going over the fact that I actually did that action, I know I shouldnt I talked to an obstetrician but I told him that, a toddler sat on baby head instead because I didnt think he would understand and he basically debunked my concern now surely that is worse than a squeeze of bone down with little finger quite far anyway to check (stupidly) and i just keep thinking but it must have been touching the brain and that pressure there is always a chance some chance, but its not that its the fact that it was my action im obsessed with anyway, I dont know I know I need the therapy, but I never wanted my child to be affected by this at all, and i feel like a real p.o.s simply ove ri now realise it was all to alleviate my own anxiety albeit it was ruining my experience and my life, its creating a depression because before she was born i said i would never let it affect her and it has. Have u ever had therapy paradoxer, and I just keep thinking like i know what they are going to say all the time, and its alot of money to hear something you already know but i also need tht support, i had therapy with jan weiner before, and she asked me first of all to stop talking about it not this something else, and i spent like 6 sessions struggling to do just that as a start i couldnt afford to keep it going now dont get me wrong it was extremely supportive but alot of money at the time, anyway just wondering ur 2 penneth, its the guilt of the action that is killing me and the chance. and the of how far it went in, why did i let it go that far in hold it etc, teh danger so many factors. sorry to rant. i wrote this previously on the forum in more eloquent detail but i couldnt post it which is why edited my post, Link to comment
humbleno1 Posted October 24, 2018 Author Share Posted October 24, 2018 On 23/10/2018 at 03:17, paradoxer said: I changed the setting, should be able to receive pm now. not working bro. Link to comment
dksea Posted October 24, 2018 Share Posted October 24, 2018 You might have to delete older messages to make room. Unfortunately the space limit is very very small. Link to comment
paradoxer Posted October 25, 2018 Share Posted October 25, 2018 Thanks, deleted a few messages. Not sure if the settings became inadvertently changed. humbleno1 you might want to try again. Link to comment
paradoxer Posted October 25, 2018 Share Posted October 25, 2018 19 hours ago, dksea said: You might have to delete older messages to make room. Unfortunately the space limit is very very small. Cheers. Link to comment
beckyboo Posted October 25, 2018 Share Posted October 25, 2018 On 23/10/2018 at 03:56, humbleno1 said: doesnt seem to be working ill just post here what the heck I was hoping to ask your advice im thinking of going with the therapy with phillipson office but its like 60 pound a session which is steep for me but I know I need it, I dont know, I just keep going over the fact that I actually did that action, I know I shouldnt I talked to an obstetrician but I told him that, a toddler sat on baby head instead because I didnt think he would understand and he basically debunked my concern now surely that is worse than a squeeze of bone down with little finger quite far anyway to check (stupidly) and i just keep thinking but it must have been touching the brain and that pressure there is always a chance some chance, but its not that its the fact that it was my action im obsessed with anyway, I dont know I know I need the therapy, but I never wanted my child to be affected by this at all, and i feel like a real p.o.s simply ove ri now realise it was all to alleviate my own anxiety albeit it was ruining my experience and my life, its creating a depression because before she was born i said i would never let it affect her and it has. Have u ever had therapy paradoxer, and I just keep thinking like i know what they are going to say all the time, and its alot of money to hear something you already know but i also need tht support, i had therapy with jan weiner before, and she asked me first of all to stop talking about it not this something else, and i spent like 6 sessions struggling to do just that as a start i couldnt afford to keep it going now dont get me wrong it was extremely supportive but alot of money at the time, anyway just wondering ur 2 penneth, its the guilt of the action that is killing me and the chance. and the of how far it went in, why did i let it go that far in hold it etc, teh danger so many factors. sorry to rant. i wrote this previously on the forum in more eloquent detail but i couldnt post it which is why edited my post, between £40/£45 and £60 for a GOOD therapist with specialist knowledge of OCD is about right. I currently do CBT and have to travel out of area, it costs but the way i see it. wbich is more expensive? living life and wasting time ruminating and creating ourselves pain and suffering OR paying for therapy that can give you some normality and a good chance at recovery. Link to comment
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