Cursing

[Phili]

So, I’m writing in a piece of paper and want to continue writing on it. I have religious sayings that act like a tick, I don’t seem to be able to actually stop saying them, these involve saying that I am not asking the d.e.v.i.l word for various terrible things but now and then because I say these sayings thousands of times a day I accidentally thing I have asked this d word to curse something with terminal illnesses. Now I write Jesus Christ on the piece of paper before using it and the cross. I asked GOD that if the paper I am writing on is cursed then let me drop a packet of mints that I have, while picking them up and standing them on one end, if they fall over then I scrap the paper, they didn’t fall. I have carried on writing on the piece of paper but am terrified that the d word will cause me or someone else to get the C word because I am. Is it correct that I am continuing writing on the piece of paper? I have wrote a lot and would have to rewrite it, I’m scared.

[ocdsufferer85]

This is religious ocd

I have it too

Try not to worry

Jesus knows you're ill 

He won't be angry atall

I wish I could take my own advice!

Edited November 7, 2018 by ocdsufferer85

[Phili]

But I feel I can accidentally pray to the d word and it terrifies me, what if my paper is cursed. What a cute kitty

Edited November 7, 2018 by Phili

[PolarBear]

Writing on the paper is a compulsion. Repeating words is a compulsion. All wrapped up in magical thinking.

[Caramoole]

Hi Phili

This is a new set of rituals/compulsions that you have set up.  They can (and should) be stopped asap.  Recognise them for what they are and resist carrying them out.  Just get on with the writing