Phili Posted November 7, 2018 Share Posted November 7, 2018 So, I’m writing in a piece of paper and want to continue writing on it. I have religious sayings that act like a tick, I don’t seem to be able to actually stop saying them, these involve saying that I am not asking the d.e.v.i.l word for various terrible things but now and then because I say these sayings thousands of times a day I accidentally thing I have asked this d word to curse something with terminal illnesses. Now I write Jesus Christ on the piece of paper before using it and the cross. I asked GOD that if the paper I am writing on is cursed then let me drop a packet of mints that I have, while picking them up and standing them on one end, if they fall over then I scrap the paper, they didn’t fall. I have carried on writing on the piece of paper but am terrified that the d word will cause me or someone else to get the C word because I am. Is it correct that I am continuing writing on the piece of paper? I have wrote a lot and would have to rewrite it, I’m scared. Link to comment
ocdsufferer85 Posted November 7, 2018 Share Posted November 7, 2018 (edited) This is religious ocd I have it too Try not to worry Jesus knows you're ill He won't be angry atall I wish I could take my own advice! Edited November 7, 2018 by ocdsufferer85 Link to comment
Phili Posted November 7, 2018 Author Share Posted November 7, 2018 (edited) But I feel I can accidentally pray to the d word and it terrifies me, what if my paper is cursed. What a cute kitty Edited November 7, 2018 by Phili Link to comment
PolarBear Posted November 7, 2018 Share Posted November 7, 2018 Writing on the paper is a compulsion. Repeating words is a compulsion. All wrapped up in magical thinking. Link to comment
Caramoole Posted November 7, 2018 Share Posted November 7, 2018 Hi Phili This is a new set of rituals/compulsions that you have set up. They can (and should) be stopped asap. Recognise them for what they are and resist carrying them out. Just get on with the writing Link to comment
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