Dont know...

[lily17]

A few weeks ago, I got my nose pierced but the other day I couldnt change the piercing so today I went to the piercing store to see if the piercing lady could do it for me and in the meantime buy a new one... I went terrified of my thoughts and intentions because the last time the thoughts were raging in my head. So I lay down and the first thought arrived. I said the phrase my psychologist told me to repeat in my mind every time I got an intrusive thought but I just ... couldnt get it to work. I tried not to move in the 10 minutes I was there because I didnt want to touch the lady but I I just moved a couple of times because I HAD TO because I was so nervous and couldnt stay still. I moved even though she was leaning on my arm hence her breasts were on my arm and at one time I I thought I would think something wrong about the sensation I got from it. I just thought it felt nice because they were fluffy (the first time she put her breasts on my arm I was kinda freaking out) and although I didnt get aroused or anything sexual I think I've just done something so wrong I feel like I got advantage of her I feel terribly guilty.

Edited March 25, 2019 by lily17

[PolarBear]

Come on lily. Another day, another obsession. Same as the previous two hundred times.

Stop this insanity!

[Caramoole]

Are you still seeing your therapist Lily?  You seem to be slipping at the moment, try and review any therapy notes or perhaps make an appointment for a chat.  

[lily17]

On 26/03/2019 at 02:12, Caramoole said:

Are you still seeing your therapist Lily?  You seem to be slipping at the moment, try and review any therapy notes or perhaps make an appointment for a chat.  

Sadly my therapist is leaving for family matters but I already have another specialist signed up. So your cuestión? Yes, I'm still doing therapy but it depends on the day whether its good for me or not 

Edited March 27, 2019 by lily17