Madchoc Posted November 25, 2019 Share Posted November 25, 2019 (edited) Hi everyone, sorry to complain, but I feel I don’t know where to turn, my contamination OCD has reached new heights this week or so. The nurse is coming out today to take bloods for my diabetes check, I’m so worried because it’s raining and her bagd may be wet, also her shoes etc, when she comes in to my living room. My showers are hell again too. Tree has been some sad times regarding death in the family, someone I know has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. They think the trigger to my OCD was losing my grandad who I was extremely close to years ago started my OCD. I just feel I don’t believe in my self, WHY ???? I can’t see my therapist yet, as Im waiting on some money. I take peroxatine (seroxat) I was ashamedly drinking too much alcohol but have stopped now. Sorry to vent just had to. Thanks x Edited November 25, 2019 by Madchoc Link to comment
malina Posted November 25, 2019 Share Posted November 25, 2019 I am sick of it too. You just have to start fighting back Madchoc. Ask yourself what is really worse - getting a bit of mud on you carpet or spending every day of your life miserable and terrified? Link to comment
Madchoc Posted November 25, 2019 Author Share Posted November 25, 2019 Too true Malina, thankyou x Link to comment
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