Signed up to do The Great North run

[Cas24]

Which is great but (there is always a bloody but) I am trying to fill my time with so much as I can’t stand to be left alone with my thoughts. I am just starting to feel like maybe I am trying to remain constantly busy and this is becoming a bit of a compulsion for me as a way to get rid of the thoughts.  Has anyone else felt like this?

[SnowFairy]

I can definitely relate, I try to avoid being at home alone at all costs. When my husband is there I can distract myself but when I'm alone with my thoughts it's harder. 

[Cas24]

5 hours ago, SnowFairy said:

I can definitely relate, I try to avoid being at home alone at all costs. When my husband is there I can distract myself but when I'm alone with my thoughts it's harder. 

Me too! I hate being alone and have to be either constantly on my phone or engaged with something, it’s a nightmare! And I think I’m doing it as a compulsion. Hope you’re okay SnowFairy x