Corrie22 Posted August 29, 2021 Share Posted August 29, 2021 I’m finding everything so difficult at the moment. I’ve been worried about contracting covid constantly for the best part of this year and everyday I’m finding it getting worse. I’ve been trying to challenge and push myself more by going out and finally meeting friends but today we met friends for breakfast and the waiter kept coughing and sniffling and touching his face. The cough was quite bad and now I’m in total fear over the next few days incase I’ve caught covid. I just can’t get over the fear abs it makes me feel scared to go out more I could really use some advice. Link to comment
Lollipop Posted August 29, 2021 Share Posted August 29, 2021 What did your friends do / say in this situation? Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 29, 2021 Author Share Posted August 29, 2021 People don’t seem as concerned as me. I struggle with this because I’m the one that noticed how bad he was coughing etc I just feel at an absolute loss and very very afraid of passing it to someone Link to comment
L.M. Posted August 29, 2021 Share Posted August 29, 2021 Hi Corrie, I think it's great you are trying to face this fear and get out more. i have similar issues to you with covid and I know how my fear really adds into me noticing all the things that others don't. Every cough, every sniffle, every face touch...that is unfortunately a part of ocd isn't it, such attention to all the details that relate to our fear? I think that is a good guage to see how the others in the group felt about the situation. With covid (and all things related to health and safety) I think it's best to just follow the health reccomendations in your region and try to leave it at that. Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 29, 2021 Author Share Posted August 29, 2021 Well this is the thing. I was with someone who had covid so they didn’t seem as concerned but my friend who is pregnant was. I feel very uneasy now about meeting friends tomorrow and I just need some sort of advice because the level of anxiety I’m feeling has really escalated. his coughing has concerned me so much I didn’t know wether to message the restaurant and check as the day went on did he get sent home etc ? Link to comment
thistooshallpass1996 Posted August 29, 2021 Share Posted August 29, 2021 I’ve noticed that it’s good to watch how other people in your group are reacting to the situation. you probably noticed your friends weren’t too bothered by it, so why should you be? Covid is here to stay but you can’t live your life in fear because of it. You immediately thought it was covid, but the waiter might’ve just had a cough that was unrelated to covid. Obviously still take precautions if it makes you feel more comfortable. Pretty sure places still offer sanitiser and stuff like that? I just want to add that I was worried about covid at first but I make sure I’m around people who have a healthy mindset which then gives me a healthy mindset. I know that we like having control over situations especially with OCD but it doesn’t work like that. Some things will be out of your control and this is one of them Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 29, 2021 Author Share Posted August 29, 2021 I don’t think sanitiser will help though as he was coughing near us. As I say one of them had covid and the other was worried so I do feel worried too. I just feel really afraid now to go out the next few days Link to comment
thistooshallpass1996 Posted August 29, 2021 Share Posted August 29, 2021 Still doesn’t mean you have it. If you’re concerned, do a test but I think you’ll be fine Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 29, 2021 Author Share Posted August 29, 2021 If I do a test now it’s not enough time for it to show surely Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 30, 2021 Author Share Posted August 30, 2021 I’m so worried can someone please help Link to comment
thistooshallpass1996 Posted August 30, 2021 Share Posted August 30, 2021 Which one of them had covid?? I’ve had a look through your other messages and can’t see where you’ve mentioned that. Either way, wait a few days and do a test. Not one of those home tests because they can give a false positive, you need to book a test on the gov website at a walk in or drive in centre if you’re worried. Obviously I don’t know how old you are but I know a few people that have had it between early 20’s to 50’s and they were fine, so don’t always assume the worst. @Corrie22 Link to comment
thistooshallpass1996 Posted August 30, 2021 Share Posted August 30, 2021 And do me a favour, stay OFF Google Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 30, 2021 Author Share Posted August 30, 2021 I didn’t think I could get tested unless I had symptoms I don’t know how many days to wait but it’s this fear I have of now going out incase I develop covid and my head is telling me I should be sensible and stay in. It’s hard though because my family don’t want to stay in, im not worried about me it’s me passing it on to someone vulnerable? Link to comment
thistooshallpass1996 Posted August 30, 2021 Share Posted August 30, 2021 Do you know for a fact you were around someone who had covid? Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 30, 2021 Author Share Posted August 30, 2021 I don’t know for a fact but my head tells me I should be extra cautious just incase because they were coughing near me Link to comment
thistooshallpass1996 Posted August 30, 2021 Share Posted August 30, 2021 Exactly. You don’t know for a fact. I coughed the other day and I don’t have it. People can cough and it can be completely unrelated to covid. You’re only obligated to take a test if you’ve been in close contact with someone who has also been tested positive. Don’t stress yourself out about it, keep living your life as normal and if you start feeling a bit run down then you can do a test. Stop doing this to yourself, I promise you’ll be fine Link to comment
thistooshallpass1996 Posted August 30, 2021 Share Posted August 30, 2021 (edited) Also just a reminder - not everything is your responsibility and you can’t live life based on a what if. Not saying you will, but if you did pass it on to someone else then that would still NOT be your fault. You can only do so much so stop giving yourself a hard time and stop worrying about things you can’t control. you’ll be a lot happier Edited August 30, 2021 by thistooshallpass1996 Adding on Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 30, 2021 Author Share Posted August 30, 2021 I think this is where I can see past. I feel like the responsible thing to do would be to stay indoors for a few days but it’s not exactly possible with a family. I feel like if someone we saw then got it it would be because I didn’t make the choice to stay in. I don’t even know anymore I’d the waiter did have it would they even contact us? I still have the app but I don’t think anyone else uses it anymore and that stresses me. it was a few times he coughed and kept sniffing and touching his face, it’s one of the rare times I’ve went out for brunch so just feel like it’s been a huge step back for me now ? Link to comment
thistooshallpass1996 Posted August 30, 2021 Share Posted August 30, 2021 You know the right thing is to just keep living your life as normal and you’ll just have to live with the fact you’ll never know if he had it or not. You need to accept the fact that you can’t be 100% certain on everything and that’s okay Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 31, 2021 Author Share Posted August 31, 2021 Our home is on the market and the estate agent wants to do a viewing tomorrow but I’m petrified incase we got covid on Sunday Link to comment
bahiano Posted August 31, 2021 Share Posted August 31, 2021 Hey Corrie22, Are you doing CBT/ERP therapy actually? Can´t you discuss this issue with your therapist and he can offer you some guidance? Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 31, 2021 Author Share Posted August 31, 2021 I have an assessment booked for 2 weeks time so at the moment no Link to comment
bahiano Posted August 31, 2021 Share Posted August 31, 2021 I am sorry you can´t access therapy right now. Until then maybe try to get a good self-help book and educate yourself on OCD in order to get past these obsessions. Link to comment
Corrie22 Posted August 31, 2021 Author Share Posted August 31, 2021 It’s the fear of people viewing my house tomorrow incase I caught covid on Sunday I feel like I’m risking others. Should I contact the restaurant and check on the waiter Link to comment
Stace Posted August 31, 2021 Share Posted August 31, 2021 While not 100% effective, masks do a great job - as long as you follow government advice by both wearing one, keep 2m apart and have the windows open you'll all be fine, despite what the OCD is telling you. The ones spreading covid are those who are not taking any sensible (nb. not excessive) precautions. Link to comment
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