Madchoc Posted January 22, 2022 Share Posted January 22, 2022 Hi everyone, I feel really low at the moment, I just can’t seem to trust myself and my own judgment, I just want to cry all the time. We didn’t have a very good Christmas due to us getting COVID-19, it was truly horrible, thank god we had had all our jabs. Then my mums brother ended up in hospital and was diagnosed with a brain tumour, in operable given 3 months then just weeks, he only lost his wife just before Christmas last year too. He’s such a lovely man, and always so kind.My OCD has just gone huge, I don’t cope well about death, I know I may sound selfish, and I’m truly sorry for that, I still miss the fact that I can’t talk to my mum about ocd because of her Alzheimer’s, she’s doing well but can’t process it the same. I was left with a chest and water infection, that’s only just going . Every little thing or mark on the floor sends me into a massive panic, our kitchen bin lid won’t close properly it leaves a small gap at the side, so I don’t want to go near it. It’s a new bin too, but that wouldn’t worry anyone else, I need the bin to be like sealed. My husband is fed up with me too and I can’t blame him. I hope to hear about therapy again soon. The waiting list is huge. Sorry for the rant. Thank you all. Take care and stay safe xx Link to comment
PolarBear Posted January 22, 2022 Share Posted January 22, 2022 So what are you doing to change the way you think about the contamination thoughts and your behavior when the thoughts strike? Link to comment
Madchoc Posted January 22, 2022 Author Share Posted January 22, 2022 Hi Polarbear, thanks for your reply, I’m really going to try and think differently about everything. X Link to comment
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