Zombie Posted September 26, 2022 Share Posted September 26, 2022 (edited) Hello Does anyone else have really strong relationship ocd I suppose I'd call it, where you're consistently worried and ruminating that you somehow cheated or otherwise wronged your partner?? It's all the time for me. Did I flirt with that guy? Did I get in the way of him on purpose so we would accidentally touch? Today, a client asked me to show him pictures of my cat. I was sitting sort of next to him but he was turned a bit, anyway scrolling through my phone I came across some adult pictures that I took for my boyfriend, and I didn't have my phone like right in front of him and I don't think he saw. But I don't know if I wanted him to know. I also looked behind me at the wall as the client and I were outside smoking, kind of to see if there was a camera/make a comment for some reason. I didn't wind up saying anything about hoping there wasn't a camera there cause I just came across nudes, and he did not act as though he saw anything like that. But like I should have snapped my phone shut right away and stopping looking for pics of my cats, like did I secretly want him to see a photo of me naked?? I tried to see how I feel about that and like maybe I would just to feel sexy or something, and ew it feels possible. But that's so gross, and I love my partner very, very much. It's just hell like, is this ocd or am I a deviant Edited September 26, 2022 by Zombie Link to comment
OB1UK Posted September 27, 2022 Share Posted September 27, 2022 I know what you mean, and have had the same. Did I chat to someone too much, did I deliberately stand close so they might brush against me. sometimes one of the things that helps is to remember that 99% of the population wouldn’t worry like I do Link to comment
Zombie Posted September 28, 2022 Author Share Posted September 28, 2022 On 27/09/2022 at 04:34, OB1UK said: I know what you mean, and have had the same. Did I chat to someone too much, did I deliberately stand close so they might brush against me. sometimes one of the things that helps is to remember that 99% of the population wouldn’t worry like I do Thank you for your response. I hear you with the latter, but then I can be worried of course that it isn't just OCD, it is true and happened and somehow I'm in denial or something Link to comment
OB1UK Posted September 28, 2022 Share Posted September 28, 2022 Yes. My brain was is very good at telling me what a terrible person I am Link to comment
Zombie Posted September 30, 2022 Author Share Posted September 30, 2022 still struggling with this one Link to comment
Zombie Posted October 2, 2022 Author Share Posted October 2, 2022 This is still on my mind a little I hope I'm not a bother. Just thought I'd post again to see if anyone is available Link to comment
Summer9173 Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 Hi there, I’ve been struggling with ROCD myself too over the past couple of days, I completely relate to you Link to comment
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