Ok so now im in a even worse position where i see no way forward from it. I am so terrified i have said something bad by accident.  I was angry/annoyed at someone and i saw their car and looked at their reg plate and was being daft thinking what can these 3 letters stand for?  I wasnt intending to hurt anyone it was just me feeling wound up. I saw the first letter and thought a swear word because it was the first letter of a common swear word...i think i muttered it slightly.