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Findingmeagain

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  1. Thank you, I took this as a very positive step in understanding my recovery. It's helped me with a knowledge of understanding and a more realistic mind going forward 🤗
  2. So because I been ringing up too much in the wk, I was told not to ring in between sessions. I said but I was used to allowed inbetween sessions. She said but because of me being in crisis the last few wks and ringing in almost daily, this would normally have calmed down now by now. She said someone not always available and thinks that adds to my distress. So if I do ring up, that might be the message I'm given (noone is Available) She also thinks the calls are not helpful for me. I don't understand why she can't say something nice in those moments, just need to feel someone care
  3. I have an emergency review Monday with my psychologist, my new care coordinator and another guy. I'm annoyed with one guy that is attending, he's my psychologists old supervisor from another department who's been included in the called. My Dr said Friday she is happy to be in the call to support me. They wanted a family member in the call, but I said no as I will struggle to talk freely and openly. Dr phoned and spoke to this guy and he said no he didn't think it appropriate for her to join. I don't nessercerily want her to join as my gp, just a support. Someone who knows me and my family and
  4. I have an emergency review Monday with my psychologist, my new care coordinator and another guy. I'm annoyed with one guy that is attending, he's my psychologists old supervisor from another department who's been included in the called. My Dr said Friday she is happy to be in the call to support me. They wanted a family member in the call, but I said no as I will struggle to talk freely and openly. Dr phoned and spoke to this guy and he said no he didn't think it appropriate for her to join. I don't nessercerily want her to join as my gp, just a support. Someone who knows me and my family and
  5. Thanks for your message. I'm home but tonight I just wanna scream and run away
  6. I'm just in having my infusion. Not long sat down and been bit tearful. First time I been out since the other night. Things r getting worse now I've said about it out loud. I can c it and feel it more places on more items. I've had shower got clean clothes on, but things I've touched and used this morning, I think I'm infected again, I'm just trying to block any thoughts, but only just holding on somehow. Been contemplating weather to go home or not, it's too hard. Thought of it makes me feel panicky and breathless
  7. I was diagnosed 24 years ago, but had it before this, I just thought mayb I was from another planet. I've had cbt, counselling on and off over the years. I've been on medication for about 18 years. I've got so many issues, rituals etc I couldn't possibly count, touching things, special numbers relating to people, walking back places, reading forwards then having to read backwards but a lot of the time it's about getting all these things just right. And it's never just once, sometimes 5, 10, 20 or more. More recently I've had issues with contamination. Not germs, but death. We recent
  8. Wasnt sure if there was anyone who could help me, I'm having a really difficult time for a while now and have been extremely low since last night where things got too out of control for me. I've never reached out to help b4 like this. I'm just stuck, my head is stuck, I want to just explode or someone to knock me out or just b locked away. Its uncontrollable. Thanks
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