Yes, I had an eating disorder from age 8-24 restricted eating, calorie counting, feeling and looking too fat where I lost alot of weight, hiding food, throwing food away, and well, I have a heart condition which could have been made worse by it all. I still have these issues in the back of my mind they never really go away you kind of have to manage them, but since age 26 to now it's not the same, I believe I was suffering with anorexia as a child and now I think it may be orthorexia. I restrict both because I don't want to put weight on and because of my food fears and bad thoughts about them including weight gain, possible allergies, contamination and that they will make my sick. I only eat healthy foods fruit and veg basically. I don't eat, meat, fish, dairy, corn, soy, condiments, processed food, sugar, fats, confectionery, wheat, preservatives, natural flavouring, vinegar, eggs etc. I'm also obsessed with the scales and weight and keeping myself below a certain weight. Now I'm 7stone and 5ft 7. Thank you for your response I'll start trying to find resources about ocd because it's destroying my life aside from eating drinking personal care and medicines the thoughts about germs and diseases keeps me house bound especially because of covid.