Hi all. I need some serious guidance
My dad is a very affectionate person, which is something I personally don’t mind most of the time, and my mom sometimes isn’t either. But a good chunk of the time he seems to go overboard for her standards, and when she tells him to “stop” she seems to be genuinely bothered by it, not in a joking, teasing way. (I’d like to believe that I can tell when my mom IS joking around).
Here’s the thing: I struggle not only with OCD, but with trauma due to being abused by a few family friends at a young age (my parents have known about this for a month and a half). So at the first I assumed that both those things were clouding my judgement. But the more these incidents between my mom and dad popped up, the more it bothered me.
I spoke to them about it two weeks ago, and my mom’s response basically boiled down to “That’s just the way we are with each other”. I was still skeptical, but ultimately chose to believe her. Surely their dynamic was more complex than I thought. They spoke with each other often in their native tongue (which I know only a little of). Surely there’s context I was missing.
The incidents naturally continued to happen, and I didn’t intervene, but my mom somehow seemed even more bothered by them than before. In fact, from the English bits, she SEEMED to be lecturing him on how “overwhelming” he often was. Maybe I was wrong, but it was difficult to tell. So today, I spoke to my parents again. My mom’s second response was that nothing wrong was happening, and that it was actually HER fault for saying out loud that she was bothered by it when she “wasn’t”. He’s her husband and he has every right to kiss her…I think she either said “as much as he wants” or “any time he wants” (I was too upset to remember that specific detail).
This whole situation is very difficult to deal with. I’m having a harder time separating OCD from reality than I ever have. If you see this, please help.
Thank you.